Hi lostpixel ,
You are doing well, don't worry.
So, let's see this:
I've been struggling with this a bit to be honest and feel like I'm hitting a bit of a wall. There's quite a few questions in your last post so I'll just tackle them one by one
This hitting of the wall means that there is an expectation something to change to become free.
But there is no you even now, you are already free and nothing can change this.
I'm very clear - I - is an illusion. Santa is an illusion also.
You аre waiting for the socks on the fireplace to disappear to make it clear that Santa is a fabrication.
You are waiting sensation, energy around face and etc. to disappear to find that there is no you.
But there is no you, even now, way something should changed to see this?
This investigation is to find - is this sensation really you? or this is just a sensation?
Is this face you? or maybe you are the owner of the face? But where is the owner then?
Again, there is a belief that the I is the face or around the face. OK Lets look is this true, if it's not there, is no reason to believe this any more, am I clear?
So, if someone smash the face that is you, are you smashed or the face is smashed?
If you drink the water from the bottle, the water becomes less, the weight will decrease,, it will be obvious that the water is less, but if the body, that is believed to be you, becomes more or less heavy is this mean that the I becomes more I or less I?
If there is no connection between an I and the weight of the body, does this mean that the body is not the I, or?
Van Gogh cut off his ear, so Van Gogh becomes less Van Gogh, maybe without one letter in the name or what?
We a looking here to find where is the real I, not to change anything .
Read this 2 - 3 times and write what is coming?