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by DianaM
Mon Nov 10, 2014 8:56 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hi Di, how is this going? Is the fear still there? No I have not found any entity livingg within this body, just responses that seem to arise as a situation demands it. Are you starting to notice this in a non-intellectual way? I have no idea who I am other than a collectionn of conditions and thoug...
by DianaM
Sat Nov 08, 2014 11:38 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hello Di,

I hope that everything is going fine, keep my last replies in mind.
by DianaM
Thu Nov 06, 2014 9:20 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Excellent Di !! You are taking a good look at fear, that is great! "The fear arose again as there was the sensation of energy entering the base of the spine. the thought arose, 'who is it that is afraid'? Then there was searching for the 'me' the experiencer, and nothing was found." Yes, you saw the...
by DianaM
Tue Nov 04, 2014 8:17 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hello Di, I'm glad to see that you are feeling better from illness. This is amazing, you're doing a great job observing all of this, strong emotions are coming to surface and that's just fine. See how observing is happening on it's own, how there is no "you" controlling it. How motivation comes and ...
by DianaM
Mon Nov 03, 2014 12:54 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

No hurry Di, reply when you feel ready and get well soon.

Diana
by DianaM
Sat Nov 01, 2014 7:02 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hi Di, I see that you're skipping my questions, I suppose it is because of this lack of motivation that you mention There is just total disinterest in wanting any of it, no motivation to do much at all. But don't worry. It is normal that at some point this happens, It could be a form of resistance o...
by DianaM
Thu Oct 30, 2014 5:59 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hello Di, good to know that the posting problem is solved, now we can focus in this again. Reply when you feel ready. I checked out the illusions. They are really fun. Especially the one about the direction of the train. I had to look a long time before I could perceive it as moving the opposite way...
by DianaM
Wed Oct 29, 2014 7:25 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hello Di!! I see that the story is made up of thoughts, and emotions. The emotions felt when I do not claim the emotions are still present and are still experienced as energies in the body but when they are not claimed as 'mine' awareness is able to observe objectively the emotions as they pass thro...
by DianaM
Tue Oct 28, 2014 7:12 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hello Di! No, there was no fear . There was the thought that this is my body. There was no feeling of ownership about the energies moving. Interesting that I feel different about the physical body than I do about the perceived energy currents. Some sort of split or duality in thought. YES, interesti...
by DianaM
Mon Oct 27, 2014 6:07 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hello Di! Something weird happened with your posts, some of them didn't appear on friday but were there today, I will reply to those as well. "This morning as I woke up I brought the attention to the body experience." "The image of the body was not complete. There were areas where this energy was so...
by DianaM
Fri Oct 24, 2014 10:00 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hi Di, sorry for not replying yesterday, it was a busy day. Yes, it is similar. There is a tightening in the solar plexus or the belly, so there is a reaction of resisting. So for example, a friend of mine says I am a very negative person. First there was a sensation in the belly which can't be desc...
by DianaM
Thu Oct 23, 2014 2:55 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hello again Di! So there is a lot of energy tied up with these identifications. I see that, and I feel it when a thought about this identity is threatened and an emotionally charged reaction happens. " Why does a thought about identity needs to be defended? Is the sensation similar to the one you ge...
by DianaM
Wed Oct 22, 2014 4:05 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hello Di, I hope that you're doing fine. Now it's time to look at the questions Sometimes when I am able to simply be present with an emotion and let go of the label, like I did last night, then I simply experience the 'emotion' as an energy that rises through the body and manifests with bodily sens...
by DianaM
Wed Oct 22, 2014 12:12 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

I hope what I wrote in response to what you quoted is clear enough. Yes Di, this is excellent!!! That's the way you have to look at the questions and reply to them. I will send a full reply with more questions later today when I am out of the office. You already have some practice in observing, rig...
by DianaM
Tue Oct 21, 2014 3:32 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening or not?
Replies: 53
Views: 6991

Re: Awakening or not?

Hello again, glad to see that you are happy about this investigation. Let's start by checking some of the things you wrote, sorry to write a so long post, I will try to send shorter replies next time. it is quite something else to have this realization, than read it in a book or hear it from a teach...

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