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by antara
Sat Nov 15, 2014 8:50 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

It is a thought that says a form is me.
Without that the form is just a form...the same a the sound...it just is.
by antara
Sat Nov 15, 2014 5:15 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Ok. Lets start agin...:) 2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now. There were lot of memories arising with this question...from the childhood, school and so on. So, I can see that, while ...
by antara
Sat Nov 15, 2014 12:50 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Hello Joseph,

I just wrote a replay, but I quess i was writing it for too long, so in the end it got lost.
Its really late now, so I will rewrite it tomorrow morning.

Love
Antara
by antara
Thu Nov 13, 2014 10:33 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Hi Joseph, Take your time and let me know if this is clear or not. Yes, it feels clear. I just felt that it needs a little time to sink in. I am ready to continue looking. What is felt during these last days, that in this space nothing is ever lost or gained. In few last years there was very strongl...
by antara
Wed Nov 12, 2014 11:09 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? After looking for quite a while and having had all kind of feelings coming up with this question for example sadness and the feeling like loosing something...I came to the point that, no, I can...
by antara
Tue Nov 11, 2014 11:13 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Right now, look. Is a thought required to know that you are? Do you need a thought to know you are aware now?
No...no thought is needed to know.
Everything is just there...sounds, breathing.
Life is. No comments, explanations are needed.
by antara
Mon Nov 10, 2014 11:25 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Can a real self actually be found in a frightened thought or feeling. Look! Right now. If it is real, grab it and give it a shake and say, "wake up, wake up, you are dreaming!" Do you find a self when you look? No...When I look at directly I cannot find the one who is frightened. The feeling is jus...
by antara
Sun Nov 09, 2014 10:55 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Does one thought know another thought? No, it did not felt like this. They appeared the same as the sounds in the room...came and went...there can be a continuety or sequence of thoughts (like they can make a line of something), but I did not see that the one thought knows another. The thought proc...
by antara
Sat Nov 08, 2014 9:11 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Thats ok...I can wait a while (regarding to your internet problems) Dropping the narrative of thought, is there actually any separation or location to be found between the sound and the sensations of the body? No...I cannot really feel any separation...there is just some waves in the body what i can...
by antara
Fri Nov 07, 2014 9:05 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Hi Joseph, I just wanted to share a little more, what was discovered on the previous inquiry. As I were sitting there continuing my meal a sudden wave of gratitude came....and then it occurred that when the moment is lived fully, when there is full presence then all there is is just gratitude...its ...
by antara
Thu Nov 06, 2014 9:53 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Thank you very much for your response.

I am here, just have a little time today to be at the computer. I want to take more time to explore, so i will write an answer tomorrow.

Antara
by antara
Wed Nov 05, 2014 9:29 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

In direct experience, describe fear and resistance to this moment as it is. I can feel the body sitting on the chair. Feeling the fingers on the keyboard. Sound of the computer….the body is breathing… there is a tightness and heaviness in the chest area…But if I am sitting like this and not giving ...
by antara
Tue Nov 04, 2014 7:14 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

When I tried to find an answer to your question there was a sudden silence. It is good to look, what i want from this. In last four years, I am not sure what I am looking for anymore really. As I wrote before, the pull to meditation and therapies was just gone I was in this confused state...even the...
by antara
Mon Nov 03, 2014 5:43 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Thank you. I agree to conditions mentioned and i am ready to start. Ultimately there is no self, therefore all fear is a paper tiger or straw man of sorts. It derives its power through our belief in a separate self that can be destroyed. Thank you for the pointers. There has been momentary seeings t...
by antara
Mon Nov 03, 2014 1:09 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 64
Views: 7724

Re: Looking for a guide

Hi Joseph, Thank you so much for quiding me. How I understand the illusory self at the moment – I can tell how it feels. As I look for myself inside I cannot really find anything or nobody in particular and that is even kind of ok. I cannot find anything what would be solid or steady that I could ca...

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