My beautiful lovely willing

This is a wonderful group and it was my privilege to have Ilona point the way. However I am withdrawing from all activity now and I cannot help you Please accept my apologise. I will ask Jon to see if he can find a home for your passage. Much Love Joy and Peace on your ...

Hi willing

I I don't know what problems you are having. I have pm you and not sure if you received the response.
So I write on the open page.
Can you tell me if you are having problems. As I said we need to go to Skype or to resume on a daily response.
If I have not had a response within 48 hours I ...

Hello willing
All is good. Thanks for enquiring. Glad to know stuff is easier for you.
There is a sense of general loosening, but I still feel there is a grip of you conceptualising, because you draw no conclusions about your actual feelings on the sensations you are feeling.
A sense of fluidity ...

Hello lovely willing

So lovely to read this posts. . Again you are flowing into it. I am going to do is get you to look at these four insights together.

Nevertheless, there's a feeling of wellbeing in this.
a greater feeling of connection, and noticing myself reaching out to other people in a ...

Hello again willing
I am preparing to leave for the retreat.. I wanted to say that there is a tiredness and confusion coming from you and that you need to find the space to love yourself. I am available to help you either here or in skype/zoom if and when you can find the time. We can just meet on ...

Hi Willing
Have sent you a pm which may be useful.
Blessings
X

Hello Willing

I am really sorry you are unwell and the difficulties of work and other pressures are making it difficult to cope with.
I think you need to wait till the pressure is off and feeling better because I cannot give you any further tasks as you are unable to complete any at the moment ...

Connecting with direct experience - I mean really connecting with it clearly in order to investigate it - is hard at the moment. It's often fuzzy, vague, unfocused

You say it is difficult. Yet all you have to do is simply look. Are you afraid just to simply Look and let thoughts drop ?
As if by ...

Good morning Willing
Thank you for your response. I need to look closely at this and respond during the day, but please spend today with the last experiment and come back to me on this, otherwise we are just drifting further and further.
Blessings
Lawrence

Hi again willing
Forget the last question, but where are you within this process ? What changes , if any, are there now since we started.
X

Hello willing
Thanks for your response. Yes, it was quite obvious that you had drifted out from this dialogue.

The idea of you going back and answering the questions was to go back and focus. You say you find this daunting. It was, in a way, supposed to be to get you to focus.
I await your ...

Hi willing

Just checking in to see what is coming up for you ?
Are you having difficulties moving on ?
Love and Blessings
Lawrence

Good morning willing

When you can free yourself to move into experience

I want you to observe all the body reactions. Write down EVERY ACTIVITY that " body" does, physically or from thoughts. You note I say ...EVERY ACTION that "BODY" does...not "YOUR BODY" does.
NOTICE IT AS SOMETHING THAT JUST ...

Hi willing
I awoke this morning with sore throat and now a cold, probably after going to London in crowds and my body is used to isolation. So not feeling too sharp this evening.
To read your honest words, and I thank you for your honest words, does not surprise me
Well the orientation of a Buddhist ...

The Way It Is

There's a thread you follow. It goes among
things that change. But it doesn't change.
People wonder about what you are pursuing.
You have to explain about the thread.
But it is hard for others to see.
While you hold it you can't get lost.
Tragedies happen; people get hurt
or die; and ...