Thank you Fred!

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No there is no separate entity. At least I can't find it. The concept of I seems quite ridiculous.
Don't know if it was there any day in the past, all thought about the past are only ...

Would you say that you have seen through the illusion of the separate self?
Yes I'would, although now it doesn't seems like an illusion, you see illusion in my belief was seen as something bad, like "I'm cheating my self" I have to stop this... actually there' s no one to be in the illusion so ...

2) Yes.
There is hands typing on the compute keys and there is seeing. There are thoughts that define seeing as "the monitor", "my hands", "I'm looking what I'm writing".
There are thoughts, automatic - not decided by anyone, about what to type, then there is typing.
Than again thoughts that try to ...

1) Reality is there is reaction to what happens.
The thoughts talks about an I that react in a way or another, and classify the reactions as "part of illusion" or not. This is all imagined, unreal.
No one could be constantly aware of the illusion, actually there is no one that can be deceived. So ...

3) I's an unexaminated thought. There's no one that could be out of the illusion. Actually an illusion imply that someone is illuded when in fact there is not. Ultimately the illusion does not exist.
There's confusion about the meaning of the work here at LU

More looking into other questions...

My expectation is only a thought.
The content of the thought is like "You react to what happens in life like if there is an I, if your are constantly aware of how the illusion works this can'y happen."
Again those are only thoughts.

1) No, I can't.

2) No there aren't, this is what I was trying to say in my last n.4 answer. Different perspectives are just labels given to different experiences.

3) Thought comes from nowhere, stay there for some time and than disappear in the same manner as they were born. This is the real part ...

1) In my present experience there is nothing like that. If I have to explain it I have to use concepts.

2) Thought comes up as directly seeing the selfing thoughts or not as two different perspective. In present experience there is only one reality.

3) No I don't. In the present moment there are ...

1) When I see there is no unicorn there are not images of the unicorn that still comes up and can be confused for real. Here after seeing there is no "I" there are thoughts about "I" that can be confused for real. One can still act like there is an I, and after sometime remember that in fact there ...

1) What I mean with change in perspective is the difference being aware of the illusion or not.


2) There is no one that experience there is awarness of the illusion, or not.

I guess what describe it more closely is life experiencing itself..
Today there is a lot less in thing that should be done, during meditation a lot of thoughts come up, body sensations, feeling, but the absence of an I was well clear.
There was no perception of time, i could stay there indefintly ...

We can keep chatting until you are 100% clear, if you would like that. No rush.

Yes I would. Thanks for your help

I expect some change in the perspective in from which life is experienced. As I say thought about I will come up, and doubt to but with awareness of the illusion 24/24.
I don't ...

4. I'm not 24/24 out of the illusion, doubts still emerge ecc.. does this make the illusion the content of illusion real? Not at all

3. when I look to whatever decision like reading this post or writing this word the decision has already been done so cant know where it comes from. If looking for a chooser can't find anything but thoughts. No choser, no responsability. But again if not looking into directly into it, the thoughts ...