Hi Usha

Yes, good. I'm glad you can see that you are still believing your story. And that's ok... just how it is at the moment.

I spoke with Vivien Novak, who I believe pointed you here to Liberation Unleashed. She has offered to guide you further. If you agree, she would like to help you from ...

Hi Usha

Thanks for clarifying where you are in all of this. I see now that there's a sticky thing happening. You've taken on the belief of a big nothing ... but you don't really know that it's nothing.

This implies that there's still a "you' taking on beliefs. And this is good news, because this ...

Hi Usha

Glad to hear from you. Let's see if I understand where we are.

all were just seen clearly as thoughts arising and nothing else
Great! That's all it is.

How does this feel?

I guess i don't have any questions or expectations of anything anymore because the moment it arises, its seen as ...

Welcome to Drop Your Expectations Day!

You're holding back what you already see. You're eyes are open but you think they're closed. It's now time to jettison the magical thinking. Toss it overboard. No flying, floating, blissing out here... ok?

This is serious business ;)

Ok, it's not.

I want ...

My Dear Usha

The thing is ‘I’ am seeing the world as I used to see it before.
Yup. That's the way it will be ... at least in terms of the content that you see.

looking at people or things I am not seeing patterns of colors undifferentiated from the background but I actually see the objects ...

Hi Usha

Thanks for looking at all of this again. There are still a couple of spots that I'd like you to look at even closer.

Clear seeing happens when I look for that direct experience but it dissolves back to seeing the usual worldly way when not alert.

when not being alert of the direct ...

Ok, Usha

Keep in mind, however, that longer breaks in our daily communication will loosen the container that we've been working with. This can lead to belief/thoughts/ideas creeping back in. Just a little warning!

Even though you're busy, please take the time each day to really look.

Take one ...

Hi Usha

More questions! Great :)

Questioning is good. Notice how you're questioning and what you're questioning. You cannot see this by using logic and understanding how it all works. We're playing a different game here. Logic and understanding has gotten all of us into this mess to begin with ...

Hi Usha

I checked in with the guides and they have some further questions for you. Let me know if you have any questions about their questions. Here they are:

in this infinite field of happenings/life and all that is happening is just being experienced or perceived in ‘Awareness’ ( name given by ...

Looks great, Usha. You are most welcome. Thank you for having a look ;)

I'll have some other guides take a look and get back to you soon.

Jeronimo

Thanks, Usha

Gratitude back at you for walking through this with me :)

Here are your final three questions:

4) What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look?

5) Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How
does it work? What are you ...

Of course, my dear. Take your time. There's no rush.

Enjoy your weekend trip!

J

Hi Usha

I'm so glad to hear that you're feeling at peace! Is there anything else that I can help you with?

At this point, we can finalize our little stroll together with six questions that will help the other guides put their stamp of approval on your liberation. A kind of booby prize... as there ...

Hi Usha

Thanks for your excellent support and guidance that has made me realize the illusion of Self :)
It's my great pleasure!

sadness is replaced with a feeling of relief of finally seeing the way it is!
Yes... it's the "I" that thinks it's sad. Nothing is lost. Nothing has changed. Nothing ...

Hi Usha

Thanks for your patience. I'm back now... just a bit later than I expected. Thank you for looking and seeing what is true!

You've done an amazing job (no credit to "you" of course) ... please let me know how you have been feeling these past few days. It sounds like you maybe have taken ...