Hi Nettie,
The 'I' that asked that question no longer exists, so fun ;o)))
there is no 'I' to remember or forget
There is nothing that can stop the 'I' in its traveling thru the thoughts
Love
Judy

ahhh, two aspects of the same thing yes, water is always wet, it can be no other way
There is no awareness without perception, lol wet water ♥
xoxo

1) looked & looked & it is not there, it was not ever there

2) illusion of separate self is a learned thing, believing the thought of 'I' makes it so, believing the story of 'I' makes it seem as if it
is telling the truth, it is a learned thing from a early stage in human existence & passed on as ...

self is an illusion, yes ready for the questions

Ok, Nettie
How wondrous to be free of the illusion of control! -
Is this a seeing that is something that must be continually remembered, is it always so once it is seen?
A 'oh no I might forget' is showing up

Your hands were never on the handlebars...,and they were never attached. - hummm, good ...

Nettie,
just saw something, playing solitaire I noticed that this or that move could be made, there was no control of the outcome.
It appears that the player does not have anything more to do but just make a move, a thinker is not necessary
So, no conductor
These questions appear deep, still ...

I do not know why I feel stuck with these questions, do not seem to know how answer them
xox
judy

Dearest Nettie,
Would love to be able to cry my eyes out, only at beautiful movies does this happen, nothing I can do
Peace
Judy

if there is not one now, then there could not have ever been one
i seem to choose, like to go to the grocery store,
always thought there was a conductor, not so sure anymore, that is freaky, not sure how to deal with this

Good morning,

It seems there is no particular feeling there when not finding self.

love superduper love
judy

Hi Nettie,
Q - So to what are you referring when you use the word "I", my answer could be this persona, the one typing. Agggg, have way over-thought this one but my final answer is I do not know.
I do know that thoughts are just thoughts, just words floating thru (used I again)
Love,
Judy

oh, agree to the guidelines, and I guess I expect that I will come 'home' with this understand, so I do think it will change my experience and thus will be more in 'wonder' at Life

my expectation is that I will come to know 'truth' about the 'self/I'
have yet to understand how or if this will change me
the feeling will be a sense of freedom, I feel as if I have always been looking for 'this'