My mind is empty now. Don't know what to write.... Gone to watch news

You're avoiding again. That's why I asked you the question if you truly want this. I didn't believe your answer. Yes, you might want it, but you cannot tell me there's nothing coming up that makes you run and hide.

Be honest ...

Great! So lets take this moments. Let's see where you're at with this at this very moment. Just describe it all. Feel free to write a book if you have to. :)

All I want is that you leave your past teachings behind. They're getting in your way. You've studied stuff, created assumptions and ideas ...

Good. :) So what about your concerns? I'm not telling you to eliminate them. But can you set them aside long enough for us to go through this process?

Hi Heston,

A question came up on the Facebook group about your answers. Could you answer it? I've copied it directly from there:

"Q5 "i reminded myself there is no me". This seems different from seeing there is no me. How about examples about how choices and control happen?"

Great answers. Really, I mean it. They give a good indication on what to do next.

Your last statement is a good one to look at. You say "Don't know why?". Why is not important. You can ask all the why's after liberation if you want to. But there is a clear and direct way to get to liberation and ...

Guide here.

Tell me your story.

Got ya). There is no separate self. It's a misperception, that it exists. There is no any separated entity inside, it's just a feeling, that it is.

Get more specific. It is no just a feeling. The way you phrase it, you say that "it", or self is just a feeling. It is not even that. It never ...

Do you mean there is no any separate "self"- It is a misperception?

Don't turn it into a question to me. I will tell you when you are wrong. Go back to the original question and answer it.

pm sent! :)

Good. What about question 5?

No, I can't find any separate entity in the head. So, the feeling "it's me, who is looking and can't find "me" is still here. I hardly can describe it. Is it a belief or what? Would you mind we dig out here? p.s. Believe me, hansjager, I wish it would be much faster. Anyway, I"ll do my best. Thank ...

Btw Heston, do take your time. I know there's this rule that you should post once a day. I like that as a starting point, but based on the individual, it's sometimes best to adjust it to the individual.

Since you're dealing with heavy stuff and I generally feel like it's better for you to not be ...

Btw, Nasarat, with you, I'd like to keep things going. Fast paced. I will respond as quickly as I can and I'd like you to do the same. I feel it's what you need. Keep moving, going through this fast.

I just got word back from Ray and he'd like me to ask you for some more details before posts this thread for the other guides to look at.

Regarding question 3 and 5, could you describe for both some details and examples from the past few days?

Thanks for the answers. I've emailed Ray and will hear from him what's next. And do PM me so I can help you find help with your problems.