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by diegoblues
Tue Mar 11, 2014 4:36 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

Thank you! I will you add you tomorrow, I look forward to stay around for a while.
Things will be ok, I'm already looking for a new job, opportunities are showing up and life will keep flowing :)

Thanks again for all your patience, attention and dedication!

Much love,
Diego
by diegoblues
Mon Mar 10, 2014 5:35 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

I think that's ok for now. Things flow and if doubts or questions appear, I'll pop back here. Now it's probably time to chop some wood and carry some water :)

The answers:

1-) There's no separate self, me, I or anything at all, anywhere. And there never was. All that existed were thoughts ...
by diegoblues
Sun Mar 09, 2014 10:48 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

I'm sorry again for taking a couple of days to answer.

The experience in the last days has been that the thoughts show up, and some say "I", "me", "mine" or other related concepts, however, they're followed by more thoughts, and then more thoughts. It's just thoughts after all.

There's no ...
by diegoblues
Thu Mar 06, 2014 2:34 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

Funny, yesterday I laid down to sleep and turned on the reading lights, they reflect on the tv set and 4 "rainbow rays" spring out from them, when I look at their reflection on the turned off TV screen.

Right now, nobody's looking, nobody wants to go through a gate, because there's no gate. The ...
by diegoblues
Wed Mar 05, 2014 8:09 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

Looking goes on, attention, feeling, movement, just happens. There are still thoughts about "me", but they're just thoughts. I can't find or point to a "me", even though these thoughts mention it, they all depend on previous assumptions that don't hold true under scrutiny.

All "me" thought ...
by diegoblues
Tue Mar 04, 2014 7:56 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

Only thoughts, that create an "artificial" separation, by labeling things. These labels are repeated so often that they end up not being questioned anymore, but only labels.

The storm of Diego, as usually is thought, supposedly ends within the boundaries of the physical body. But this is also a ...
by diegoblues
Tue Mar 04, 2014 7:34 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

There's no self to be found with sights, sounds and feelings. Any attempt to identify a self is just pairing these stimuli with thoughts, or with the body as a whole, but these are just thoughts that label stuff and attach/connect thoughts to feelings, stimuli from the senses.

Lately, I haven't ...
by diegoblues
Tue Mar 04, 2014 7:02 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

I can't find it, to be honest, it's only "location" is mentioned in thoughts, but no physical root, no ZIP code. One analogy would be software/hardware, it's as if the I was a software, that even though it runs on my brain's hardware, it is not it, nor can I locate it in a specific neuron or set of ...
by diegoblues
Sun Mar 02, 2014 6:15 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

Hello, I'm still here! Sorry for the two days without posting back.

Its kind of confusing, but it seems like it is happening by someone, this someone is inside. Without this someone, there's no picture. Sleep comes to mind, deep sleep, when everything is shut down, and there's nothing going on, no ...
by diegoblues
Thu Feb 27, 2014 2:46 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

No, no center, although some thoughts show up saying that "I" is the center, this "filter" of consciousness (by this I mean "my" point of view of what happens in the world, not as an opinion, but as a focal point, a filter of visual stimuli), etc, it is not, it seems like it is a whole thing, so ...
by diegoblues
Thu Feb 27, 2014 1:28 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

That's a good point you brought up. There's no one doing the stuff, just thoughts appearing, thoughts attributing it all to an "I" , belief (it's kind of hard for me to define belief now, perhaps thoughts+feelings+thoughts about previous feelings on and on?). But it's all thought all the way down ...
by diegoblues
Mon Feb 24, 2014 6:52 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

I can't know for sure, probably when I was a child and started to introject a sense of me and of separation from the rest of the world. My memory doesn't help me much in this regard, no separation trauma, no meaningful event... as far as I can go with my memory, the sense of I was there. It was much ...
by diegoblues
Mon Feb 24, 2014 3:53 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

Sorry for the late reply, I'm still here! :)

Your comment brought to mind that links are thoughts too, and notions of me are thoughts connected to other thoughts. Some of these thoughts even imply previous "assumptions" which I can't be sure of, so believing them is a leap of faith that most often ...
by diegoblues
Fri Feb 21, 2014 4:24 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

I see it now, when in "concept" land, things are more circular and far removed from actual experience. Thoughts only deliver chatter, nothing else.

The descriptions/ labels are never thing they are linked to. Thoughts about directing attention are not directing attention, even "attention" is just a ...
by diegoblues
Thu Feb 20, 2014 2:52 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)
Replies: 65
Views: 8291

Re: Looking for guidance - Thanks :)

Sorry for taking so long to reply, surprisingly these last days have been very productive for me, in terms of doing work.

The tinnitus seems to come from inside my head, near my left ear. The irritation that it brings is a thought, or series of thoughts, that talk about the irritation, then a ...

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