WooHoo! I went blue!

And yes, you notice, that there is a difference in quality/ flavour of feeling, compassion, kindness, selfless actions are what creates sensations of fulfilment, goodness, and joy. Keep following what your heart wants. It knows the way.
Heartwarming beautiful!
Thank you so ...

Hello Ilona!

I'm full trottle investigating choice and decision making. Can you talk a little bit more about decision making, describe how it happens as you see it now. Something simple, like choosing a fruit of two or what to wear. It's good to focus on that and see in action, so there it's clear ...

Dear Ilona,

That's a terrific question! Will investigate more because no insight yet in how choosing or deciding works. Coming back to you soon with more clarity and details.
Lots of love from Juno

Dear Ilona,

Here I'am again. Took some time to heal physically.

So there we go with the answers in so far I have answers at all :)

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No there isn't at all!
2) Explain in detail what the ...

Funny you mention this. First fever ever, and quite high. But feeling almost like reborn again. Answering you when completly popped out of the easter egg :)

Much love
Junjo


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Haha thx easter bunny! Have been ill and feverish, getting back on feet again, coming back to you soon with answers.

I'm delighted as well dear Ilona!
Thank you so much for your honest pointing and guidance, very much appreciated. And you are welcome to send those questions, preferably disguised as easter eggs since it's my birthday and easter today!

xx
junjo

Hi Ilona,

More detail?
As I mentioned, I went more into looking than analyzing in my head. That's what I did. I just looked and had your questions 'What is it that is looking' 'what is seeing happening to' within reach as a reminder. Then I just saw. It's a shift. I knew this but somehow I lost the ...

Just looking :)


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Thats so incredible!!
There's just trhis unmeasurable huge seeing.
Nothing.

Happy loving Easter!
Junjo


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Thank you for your helpful guiding dear Ilona!
just feelings that are labeled- this is a problem, this should be different, I don't like that.
Okay!
This method works if you look. If you don't, if you think about it, if you analyse and trying to escape looking (unconsciously) then of course ...

You're such a nice person Ilona, but it just not seems to work for me. Can't see, don't experience, don't see through the illusion. But I know. No im not the chooser nor the doer of lettign go. Conditioning sticks to mind/thoughts and the glue is made out of thoughts? Perhaps I don't know but since ...

Hi Ilona,

In fact I'm having a sit and taking a break first. Perhaps too much in the head instead of in the experience?
Feels like I need to start all over again.
A bit disappointed but it's honest at least!
Since I experienced no free will, instead everything is on automatic, I've been ...

Oops! Interesting! I'll have a read first, and thank you!

Junjo xx


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Hi Ilona,

Total liberation? Nice.. But, seeing no self is only a first step.
This makes perfect sense to me!
It's the beginning of clean up operation.
Ready to clean!
Tell me, what is here, that needs to be liberated and from what exactly?
Consciousness? Connected consciousness, life as it is ...