Dear Hannah, thanks for your message. I'm sorry to read of your family illness, and I hope it settles. I'll hear from you whenever you are ready. xx Louie

Thanks Hannah - Your skilful guiding is so helpful - it's a strange process opening out into new mysterious freer directions - much gratitude to you and to Satyapala who suggested it to me, and set us up together. xx Louie
PS. looking forward to what happens next!

Thank you Hannah for your prompt input.

1) Hannah Q. What do you mean by 'except in delusion'?
Delusion is a concept (i.e a learnt indirect experience) for me, I'm interested at what that word is pointing to right now.

Answer: 'except in delusion' relates to the habit of 'selfing', the illusion ...

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Dear Hannah, you asked me some questions, which I copied, but seem to have disappeared from the site. -
here are answers. If I don't hear from you in 2 days, I'll email you through Facebook. Take care, xx Louie

1) Q.Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at ...

Thanks yes, I have your last message - have copied into word, and will answer - probably 1-2 days to fully write up experience. Much gratitude to you, x Louie

ok thanks for letting me know.

Just a couple of questions to ask, it may actually be easier to look at these with the 'fuzzy mind', i know that sounds strange, but go with me...

what does the word 'mind' point to in your direct experience?

Where do thoughts come from?

Where do they go to?

Are ...

Sorry Hannah, I missed your reply from yesterday - will be back thanks. x Louie

Hi Hannah, feeling better thanks. I submitted a reply yesterday, but can't find it now - lost in the ether! thoughts flow in and out - not mine. If there is a story, it sets up a perception of 'me'. Choices: thoughts about choices occur, but at point of choice, action happens, and then thought again ...

Dear Hannah, Better thanks. watching decision making: first thought about choice happens and bodily sensations; Actual moment of choice happens with no conscious thought, when action happens to actuate that choice. Thought that choice has been made then happens. Do you want details?

Thoughts ...

Hello Thanks for both helpful comments. Am having an energy crash, where brain/mind even more fuzzy than usual, so am sorry will wait for it to pass with rest and get back to you - usually 2-3 days. Will work as you suggest. xx Louie

dear Hannah, thanks for being challenging.

Q1 Conscious thought is sometimes involved in choice sometimes not

Q2 Will do more investigation and report back.

Q3 Do you mean just 'thought is happening' or noting or labelling as in 'planning' remembering' etc?

xx Louie

Hello Dear Hannah, watching choices and how they happen - sometimes action is happening before conscious awareness of choice - I'm up off the sofa towards the kitchen, before the thoughts/feelings around that have come into awareness.

Sometimes, as in the drinks choice, feelings arise round the ...

Thanks - I'll get back when I've tried a few things x

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Dear Hannah.thankyou for your prompt reply and question:


The response is an open tender feeling in the lower abdomen. A sense of relief. openness in the throat. tearfulness Yes.


these last few weeks there has been a recurring visual image of the ending of the Wizard of Oz. When ...

PS I formally agree with the ground rules. I am not very computer literate, but hope I can communicate ok with you. x Louie