Hi Coll,

Thank you very much for your guidance. It is much appreciated!

Hi Coll,

does it feel your experience has moved beyond "agreeing with it intellectually" to directly experiencing self non existing?
if so will you share in detail how this has changed for you?
Yes, my experience has moved beyond an intellectual agreement with the notion of the self's non ...

5) Do you decide, intend, choose, control events in Life? Do you make anything happen? Give examples from your experience.
"I" do not decide, intend, choose, or control events in life. "I" make nothing happen. The notion of conscious decision making is part of the illusion of self. That is, the ...

Hi Coll,

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No, the "self" does not actually exist. It never has.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience ...

Hi Coll,

would you like the final questions then?

Yes, let's work on the final questions.

Hi Coll,

yes, and if looking happens, who is doing that?
Well, there really is no one "doing" the action in the sense of consciously initiating it and controlling it.

How is it going, your answers feel clear here in the seeing thru I.
It feels like the illusion of the self is fully seen ...

Hi Coll,

Is Oneness the truth there then in your experience, you said "if" it is the truth, will u clarify from direct experience?

look in direct experience with the absence of the imagine separate self, I....
you said it "seems" to be all one thing, is it all One or not? sit here...and share
I ...

Hi Coll,

I apologize for taking so long to get back to you. I had trouble with my internet connection for several days, but it looks like it's finally fixed now.

beautiful, yes...all senses...seeing, feeling, touching, tasting, hearing, thinking...happening with no one "doing it" or it happening ...

Hi Coll,

You said it could be, describe in your words, what is non-separation, Oneness?
Yesterday I had a strange experience. While I was looking around at objects in the room, it struck me that I couldn't distinguish the difference between the process of seeing and the objects being seen. For a ...

Hi Coll,

1. share here what is the experience
with these answers posted here as you do your day, wake up and flow into the day
with what is shared below...knowing there is no one really there, only experience?
Today I noticed it is becoming easier to focus on experience itself without the filter ...

Hi Coll,

1. YES, and is there "someone" really there or is it ALL just experience happening? honestly look...yes or no?

2. When the thought "someone" arises in This, "someone" happens and then "someone" with thought stories attaches to this thought "someone", isn't that the beginning story of ...

Hi Coll,

without the "I" thought...is there just experiencing happening?
Yes, there is.

yes, are you labeling or is labeling happening?
Can labeling be known to be accurate...eg. fear, hurt, suffering....are you creating those labels or is it thoughts naming it? Can those labels even be ...

Hi Coll,

yes, no doer, all just arises in this...thoughts, sensations, feelings....and notice are they happening to "someone"?
did "you" do them?...how could u if "you" is a thought?
- No. Thoughts, sensations, and feelings are not happening to anyone (in the sense of a continuous self). They ...

Hi Coll,

When I is seen as a thought, can there be a "doer" of thoughts? even labels like, "awareness" isn't that a thought that arises in this to label it?
No, there is no doer of thoughts. And it's true, even "awareness," when labeled as such, is a matter of thought. It took me a while to get ...

Hi Coll,

Is there any "doer" doing that or does it just happen this "awareness"?
I'm going to spend a little more time on this question. This feels like it may be the key I've been missing.

What is arising there today, how is looking going??
Well, I feel I've regressed a little bit since the ...