Thanks Skye, I am very happy to keep in contact via e-mail, I dont feel any need to go through any gate everything feels perfectly fine as it is. I do really appreciate all of your help and am trying to absorb the experience and see the reflection in everything else rather than just 'myself' so to ...

Dear Skye,
thank you for your e-mail address and I will be in touch, on retreat this weekend.
In my direct experience there is no one in control and currently there remains no self to be in control there are sensations, thoughts and action but not a constant reference back to self in order for ...

p.s with resting I mean time to just 'be'. x

Hi there,
California sounds lovely!! I am off to bed shortly. Look forward to hearing from you and happy to explore further questions. Feel as if i have been on a very long retreat which means that, resting is necessary to be more fully with direct experience and to move away from thoughts! Not ...

oh golly!!
not much, what has been going round in my head is 'form is only emptiness, emptiness only form, feelings, thought and choice consciousness itself are the same as this'. Not my original words but seem very relevant and a sense that knowing knows this more deeply and that this is only the ...

p.p.s- actually questions not that tough so far anyway on reflection :-)

p.s- there is no me to make something happen, intend or choose :-)
x

Dear Skye,
i dont want to argue with you, I have been trying to practice very sincerely to try and see through self been on many retreats bla bla.. but have clearly needed much help to do this :-) with just a little help from my friends!

okay so... Do you decide, intend, choose, control events in ...

Dear Skye,
i cannot fully express my gratitude to you! anyway here goes
What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look?

that is quite hard to answer, i felt that it was not going to happen, something you said about not fixing that I think really helped, maybe your faith helped.
Having ...

Dear Skye,

so feeling very open in the body for last few days!! aware of less fear and anxiety which might be due to not having a sense of needing to 'protect me'. Feeling very whole in a funny way, if that makes sense with spaciousness and openness!?! Noticed with break-up some subtle tension ...

Dear Skye,

full day today!! here goes
Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

So last night I thought a sense of self had come back!! but when I looked at my direct experience it was ...

Oh great news!! felt a lot of can only describe it as 'joy' today.
take good care jaya

Dear Skye,
wanted to communicate with you. Hope you are well. Still feeling a lot of spaciousness in the body. This does feel like just a beginning! but of what dont know. In the busyness of work when I tune back into my direct experience there is current real spaciousness in the body! was trying ...

Hi,
1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

looking into direct experience no there is no entity of self, me or I. There can be a labelling of experience into 'I' but that is not in current experience and is just be a habit ...

:-) ready
Love jaya