Hi Zoe,

The guides have confirmed your answers and have no further questions, showing how clearly you expressed your seeing at this moment; it was a joy to read. What happens now is that you will get an invitation to join New Arrivals, LU's aftercare group, plus Unleashed, which is a discussion ...

That's great, Zoe, thanks for going into such depth in answering the questions. I'll now get some of the other guides to look at your answers, as we did before, to see if there are any further questions. This may take a day or two but I'll get back to you as soon as I can.

Speak to you soon,
David x

Hi Zoe,

The questions have changed a little since last time you looked at them. As before answer as honestly as you can from direct experience.

Here are the questions:

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

2) Explain in ...

Hi Zoe,

There seems to be a lot more ease in the way you describe how this is seen for you since last time we spoke about the self.

You say that "Lately there has been a lack of words, opinions, meaning, objective, everything the same as it always was, without the struggle of an owner at the wheel ...

Hi Zoe,

Great that you want to pick this up again. It might be best to start by you telling me where you see this process at this current time. How is the self experienced right now? Have you been looking into the self? Have you had any insights?

We can take things from where you see yourself now ...

Hi Zoe,

Sorry to hear the despondency in your post. I know you really want to see through the self. You're not the only one who thought you had.

I get what you're saying about not staying in one place for more than a few days. It must be tricky seeing looking to see what doesn't change when ...

Hi Zoe,

So let's look a little further.

You seem to have had the experience of seeing through the illusion of a separate self, which lasted a few days before it seemed to go, leaving you confused. Let's look more into this.

What's different now? How is what's seen now different to what was seen ...

Thanks for answering the questions, Zoe. I'll show them to the guys at LU and see if they have any questions for you.

David x

Hi Zoe,

Hope you're settling in okay in your new surroundings. I'd imagine you slept for a lot of Saturday. It's been great hearing your experiences of what's arising for you. Just relax into it.

As I told you earlier, what we do now is ask a few questions for confirmation and to check to see if ...

Hi Zoe,

After what sounds like a strange night for you, the theme of your post seems to be peace. That's great.

The implication that everything "I've" ever known, valued, loved, was not as it seemed. There were thoughts that it needed to be taken further somehow. Like standing on the edge of ...

Hi Zoe,

You seem to paint a better picture of Borneo today. The cats sound nice. You seem to be having more of a breakthrough with the way you are seeing this. Yes, it is all just story, all taking you out of what's happening right now. You ask what is left without the stories. Take a look -- what ...

Hi Zoe,

Great to hear you're thinking of working with orang utans. I love apes. I'm sure Borneo must be a beautiful place one you get out of the city.

When I said to look into your situation I just meant that you could use what is happening for you as fuel for your inquiry. It looks like you've ...

Hi Zoe,

You don't paint a great picture of Borneo. I wouldn't bother applying for a job in their tourist board :-)
I agree about the nature thing. I did a lot of my looking by a lake and in the woods. It somehow brings on a sense of openness, doesn't it? So if you're not in a great place for ...

Hi Zoe,

Hope things are going well down there in the tropics. Could do with a bit of warm sunshine right about now (maybe you could send a bit in an attachment?)

but I spend 99.9 percent of my day deeply identified with them. (thoughts) Am I not supposed to see through that also?

Thoughts aren ...

Hi Zoe,

Hope the culture shock is settling down for you. I'm just enjoying Sunday afternoon before going back to work after the Christmas holidays.

Sorry about the typo in the last post. When it said you are NOW the thinker of thoughts it should have said NOT the thinker of thoughts. Kinda ...