Hey Sunil. I got your email...it made my day.

The new job seems to be going well, and with this new perspective, all of the stress from this big change is fleeting and manageable.

I look forward to hearing from the admin about what the next step is.

How long has it been for you since you made ...

No problem. There is no impatience here, only gratitude. We can use as much time as needed. You have been very generous with your time.

I will let the people who are wiser and far more enlightened than myself to decide for themselves. No matter where I am in this unfolding, I can confidently say ...

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

No there is not. That is when a type of freedom is felt. When I ponder about how there never was an I and there never will be. Anxieties have been melting away. It hasn't been without ...

Is there a Greg who would or wouldn't be complete without the addiction?
What a great question. This is what I used to think until recently...that Greg just needs to fill this missing link ( cure the addiction) and somehow greatness will be achieved.

The answer to this question is no. My bad ...

Sunil,
After looking over our dialogue, and much reflection, it does seem that a change has taken place . There is no I other than the one that is conjured by thoughts.

And those thoughts do not amount to anything at all important. The massive swirl of I" Thoughts" are not the soul. They ...

A few thoughts have come to mind about this process. It reminds me of times in the past where I gave up a bad habit like TV and bad words. That is what it feels like. It's a good feeling.

OK. Now for your question. As these thumbs hover over a smartphone and press letters to assemble a coherent ...

Let's take a look at the "part" of you. Are there many parts of you or no you? Can you isolate one Greg versus the other? Try to find one and let me know what you see.

Hello Sunil. I spent some time on this last night. The experience was a little scary and a little sad, but very hopeful. I ...

For now do debate yourself and find this I, me or self getting upset. Is the blood boiling any different if you were attacked by a wild animal or being mugged, god forbid?

Hello Sunil. I like the way that you keep redirecting me. Good teacher.

No, there does not seem to be much of a difference ...

In the last bad dream, I was in a confrontation with a secretary. She had an attitude and I had all that I could take from her so I had a meltdown.

I felt myself getting angry. It was embarrassing to show my temper like that, but somehow pleasurable. I would feel blood flowing to the head and the ...

Thank you Sunil. Your words of encouragement have been a wonderful motivator for me. I have spent much of the day yesterday reflecting on the self. There were a few brief moments where I felt truly selfless, I think.

There are so many negative thoughts that I carry around with me that it is ...

Hello Sunil...and thank you. I will commit to posting here daily and I will put down the other spiritual books that I have been working on. I have read the rules.

My idea of spirituality can be summed up with the word "Surrender." This is to completely let go of my will, my desires, and all my ...

Yes I am ready, teacher. I don't know what words to say right now or what background to give. I will let u direct. Where do we start?

Regards

I discovered this forum as I was surfing for information about the ego. My ego, or self, is a problem for me and it is a relief to hear that it does not exist. But I will need to be convinced of this. I have read Gateless Gatecrashers and I want to be one of those brave people who had an Epiphany. I ...