Dear Judy,
'Is this a seeing that is something that must be continually remembered, is it always so once it is seen? A 'oh no I might forget' is showing up'
What 'I' could remember or forget this?
If the 'I' thought appears, is there something that could have stopped it from happening?


Love,
Nettie

Does it feel like you are awareness separate from perception?
Observer separate from the observed?
Or are they two aspects of the same thinging
Like wetness and water

Here are the final questions:

1)Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

2)Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

3)How ...

Have you seen through the illusion of a separate self?
Are you ready for the final questions?

How wondrous to be free of the illusion of control!
Your hands were never on the handlebars...,and they were never attached.
It is a looking without expectation
Love you,
Nettie

Has there ever been a separate self?
Is there a chooser?
A conductor of life?
A thinker of thoughts?

It is life happening to no one.

Feeling connected. Feeling disconnected ....both happen evenly and equally ...,utterly spontaneously with nothing needing to be done. There is nothing you can do.
Sometimes we cry our eyes out.
We are magnificently human.

Hi!
Has there ever been a separate self?
Is there a chooser?
A conductor of your life?
Nettie

Dear Judy,

"Q - So to what are you referring when you use the word "I", my answer could be this persona, the one typing. Agggg, have way over-thought this one but my final answer is I do not know.
I do know that thoughts are just thoughts, just words floating thru (used I again)"
We don't stop ...

Dear Damon,
"i wish i had more to say nettie
as i lie in bed in that place where eyes are closed looking at
all the arisings and disappearings , the thought that iam watching these things"
And that thought happens utterly spontaneously ...yes? You are not the chooser of thought?

@is there still ...

Dear Judy,
"my expectation is that I will come to know 'truth' about the 'self/I'
have yet to understand how or if this will change me
the feeling will be a sense of freedom, I feel as if I have always been looking for 'this'
oh, agree to the guidelines, and I guess I expect that I will come 'home ...

Dear Judy,
I will be happy to be your guide.

Here are a few ground rules,
1. You agree to post at least once a day, even if only to say, "still here!"
I am not your teacher, all I can do is point, you look, until clear seeing happens.
2. In general, I will ask questions, you look deeply and ...

You can email me
electric.cockroach@yahoo.com

Part two.
....and we sail over uncharted seas of clouding ....our plane flies into the sunset....reds and oranges reflecting on this silver birds wings....
....and no matter how fast the jet flies it will never reach the horizon....
....and there is no key to unlock the wonder of the universe ....it ...