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by zenagazelle
Tue Dec 04, 2012 8:27 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

Ooops! here is the URL again: http://www.liberationunleashed.com/Arti ... ation.html

It was incomplete above.
by zenagazelle
Tue Dec 04, 2012 8:25 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

Today I found this article on LU. It was very sobering. My subtle shift in perception is indeed just the beginning of a lot of work! In a way the article was depressing. I would like to know what Ilona has to say about this article posted on her website;
http://www.liberationunleashed.com/Article ...
by zenagazelle
Tue Dec 04, 2012 5:55 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

One quick clarification for you:

1.5) When you say "I", what in Experience are you referring to?

The ‘I Am’…the perceiver that sees what is being perceived.

Look in d.E... is there a separate perceiver that perceives? or is the 'perceiver' just another perception?
Again... is there an experience ...
by zenagazelle
Tue Dec 04, 2012 2:15 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

1.Is there a 'me' or 'you' or 'I' , at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? Will there ever be?

No, a ‘me’, ‘you’ or ‘I’ cannot be found anywhere. Mind is shocked at this, but when living in dE and Looking never shows a separate me, you or I in any shape or form. there was ...
by zenagazelle
Mon Dec 03, 2012 12:27 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

Just to let you know I will need until tomorrow to complete these questions! Thank you!
btw, I didn't mention that during those 3 days of not being online tremendous doubts came up which led to a deeper looking. Also the mind was working overtime :)) to distract, along with 'stuff coming up' with ...
by zenagazelle
Mon Dec 03, 2012 12:18 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

I will need until tomorrow to complete this! Thank you!
btw, I didn't mention that during those 3 days of not being online tremendous doubts came up which led to a deeper looking. Also the
by zenagazelle
Sun Dec 02, 2012 12:56 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

No doubts! Yes, send those questions...thank you so much dear Cosmik.
by zenagazelle
Sat Dec 01, 2012 10:23 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

When you speak of "being"... is this being personal?
is it a VERB or a NOUN?

are you referring to this? ' If feels like surrendering and is not of the mind, it happens all at once in the totality of my being.' beingness...living. pure awareness living through me. verb.

is "Awareness" = "I"/"me ...
by zenagazelle
Sat Dec 01, 2012 12:44 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

A quick question for you to check again (I may have asked you this already).

In Experiencing here and now, is there separation between what is "inside of you" and what is "outside of you". Can you find a difference/separation in direct experience?


There cannot possibly be a separation from what ...
by zenagazelle
Thu Nov 29, 2012 6:12 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

Have to stay offline due to eye strain. this is actually a good thing for me to not be online so much.
I'll keep you posted on that. A lot of stuff coming up. Huge surrender going on--sense of great freedom in this!

"Yes... and all that is free to show up. All you have to do is keep noticing your ...
by zenagazelle
Mon Nov 26, 2012 1:10 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

twice i posted replies and twice i lost them! do you know if they are anywhere in t he system? the second set of replies was different than the first. i hit a key and it was gone. no thoughts.

am feeling a sense of 'burning out' and not sure what this is. conditioning is dropping?--separate self ...
by zenagazelle
Sat Nov 24, 2012 8:22 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

Hey Zena,

All of the oscillation you are going through is fine, and may I say you are doing REALLY well, especially since there is a lot of stuff coming up to the surface.

Night time is still very difficult. There is obviously still a 'who' to get caught up in fear thoughts--cannot find that ...
by zenagazelle
Fri Nov 23, 2012 10:50 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

Hi Cosmik, today has been chaotic--too much going on. I will say a lot more tomorrow re your qs. I am investigating many times today.
'Thx,
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by zenagazelle
Fri Nov 23, 2012 1:20 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

Yes it is possible and completely normal for this to happen. Yet, our focus here is on seeing through the assumed core, the assumed you that has some issues. This key insight destroys the foundational illusory binding to an illusory 'You'. Once the foundation crumbles, everything else will, and ...
by zenagazelle
Fri Nov 23, 2012 12:47 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE
Replies: 58
Views: 7261

Re: I keep 'losing it!' strong fire in me to SEE

WOW Cosmik--i need to take some time with each thing you said, investigating in dE, and this suddenly feels like a fire, but not a drive or seeking. Its always been there--this shift thing-- you know what I mean? So natural now.

Um...I have cheated--looked at Adya videos...I can now really see how ...

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