About the love experience i told you, i guess i just wanted to share it. I had tons of flashy spiritual experiences but now there are more just simple obvious and yet so deep. Like seeing god without all the glitter but as an obvious fact. I also noticed a pattern of clinging to pleasurable ...

Hey, couple of updates

this got deeper. Working with question "was there ever a self" is really bringing out the juices today. There was still a big part of seeing it as a state. So asking if this is a state or just recognizing nature of myself that was always here really helps. BEcause it's not ...

Hey,

So yesterday morning i asked "is there a separate self" and answer came up "yes". I tried to deny it for the whole day and pretend there is no ;) during the night i really looked with intensity and seen that there is no separate self :)) i somehoe seem to associate I with body sensations and ...

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It's clear that I is an illusion. Sometimes however i encounter some I-thoughts with lot of attachment so it might take a moment to see through them.

"It is a thought about how the experience has been unfolding. "
translates to:
-it is an interpretation of past experiences.


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HI, of course i will answer ;)

Q4: "I see that all my life was kind of scripted for this to happen."
Is this real or a thought?

yeah, it is just a point of view. not the ultimate reality ;) It is a thought about how the experience has been unfolding.

"There are just images, thoughts, concepts ...

Nope, nothing to add ;)

haha we don't celebrate thanksgiving in poland, but happy thanksgiving to you ;) thank you for helping me

Haha, i thought you were asking for examples to understand my question better :))


ok, so for example: there is a choice in what i will eat today. So there are limited options -how much time can be spent, what shops/restaurants are nearby etc. There are certain things that i imagine to taste better ...

hey, that last question fallen away ;) new question is:

is it normal that even though i see there is no me, i dont always recognize the space consciously? I mean there are moments where everything feels solid, and for example i have no idea what the word consciousness means (in direct experience ...

5) Do you decide, intend, choose, control events in life? Do you make anything happen? Give examples from your experience.

There is no separate entity that could do anything, and it includes choosing and intending. Choosing and intending itself exist but there is no separate decider and intender ...

I see that all my life was kind of scripted for this to happen. about a year ago this process intensified. there were very strong waves of wanting to wake up, coming and going. what was the last bit? i have watched video on batgap.com (same site from where ive found out about liberation unleashed ...

Hey,

yes, now i understand. I feel like this right now.

3) How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.

There is no difference actually. Big amount of seeking stopped. Felt a bit dissapointed right after, but ...

hey thanks for the reply. i didnt understand this sentence "because any time there is an apparent question about it, it is so easy to look."

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

I ...

Just one more observation. seeing that i am the space in which things are happening, the presence, hovewer you call it - is not really that obvious. it's more like sometimes noticing that it is this way. from that it is very clear and simple, but in my experience, seeing yourself as spaciousness ...

thank you for the reply!

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

No there is not. There are just images, thoughts, concepts. But they are very untested. It's really hard to write something else for this yes/no question... how ...

hi, im back, sorry to dissapear like this ;) i think im ready to be verified. few things that happened:

so i hd many expectations for the experience. for a long time there was still an identification with body feelings. I got out of this by asking myself: is this(feelign thought, whatever) , or is ...