Keep looking in to your absence :)

That brought up a smile : )


Good to go,

private messaged you the Facebook details :)

What a pleasure Sanjay,

much Love.

The feeling is mutual Cosmik. I don't have a Facebook account yet. Need to create one. I'll add you to my account as soon as I create ...

Dear Cosmik,

1) Is there a 'me' or 'you' or 'I' , at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? Will there ever be?

I looked into every nook and cranny and could only find the idea of "Me, I couldn't locate the "Me" itself". So it's quite obvious that if I cannot find it now, I ...

It's good to know that we can continue to discuss about these things.

I'm ready for the final Qs Cosmik.

Dear Cosmik,



Sanjay,

There is great clarity there :) Let us finish this process. I have a few clarifying questions first:

And so the answer is yes, there's no "Me" anywhere. I looked at all the familiar places and I couldn't really point a finger at it and say this is "Me". I could only ...

Dear Cosmik,

Good news ! I guess I've seen through the illusion, or to be more realistic, the seeing is happening : )

Yesterday after several attempts, I got pretty frustrated with my inability to make sense out of all this stuff. So I sent a post to you stating the following :

Dear Cosmik ...

Dear Cosmik, feel trapped in a hall of mirrors : (

I'll respond to your post tomorrow.

Thanks for your responses to all questions. Great clarity and analysis. Yet, in order for seeing to occur, for that shift, for that awakening you have to take it deeper. Direct, Simple.


Actually you are spending your time for my benefit expecting nothing in return. I can never ask for more ...

I had to split my replies into three separate posts because the question and responses were from three different posts. I hope I haven't made it cumbersome for you to go through. Sorry about that.

So then let this be your exercise. Pick a few objects. Look at them.
Is there a separate seer?
Is there a separate experience-er?
or are you just separating vision and some other sensation... perhaps the sensation of feeling ('body' / 'head')?
find this 'sense of separation' you speak of... drop ...

I have created the following list of what thinking is to me.

Living out of thinking is dull, lifeless, repetitive, habit causing, unreal, second hand knowledge in comparison to direct experience where things are directly experienced and known, always in the past or future, judgmental, always ...

I'm doing fine Cosmik. And I'm sorry for the delayed response. Its just that my hands were quite full work wise during the past three days. Thank you for your concern : )

I have been looking into my experience a lot. But as I had mentioned to you in my very first post, I have never being very ...

Dear Cosmik, it was quite a busy day at work yesterday. I am having my hands full today as well. Please let me get back to you tomorrow with the answers. I'll stick to the inquiry whenever I get free time.

Everything alright Sanjay? Just checking in.


Thanks a ton for checking the status with me. My parents had come over during the weekend and I was kind of busy taking them out and such. They left today morning so here I am : )

I have continue the inquiry whenever I could manage to find the time ...

There's great happiness here for calling me your friend and I'm at the same time thankful and grateful for providing all this guidance.

I have created the following list of what thinking is to me.
Living out of thinking is dull, lifeless, repetitive, habit causing, unreal, second hand knowledge in ...

Dear Cosmik,

You have caught me redhanded ! You were right about me trying to conclude that "if I'm not X... then I must be Y". I had this idea that if I am not my thoughts/feelings then I must be that which is looking at my thoughts and feelings.

it seems like you are looking to conclude "if ...