Hi John, it's been a pleasure laughing and talking here with you. :)

I'll respond to the messages soon enough.

1) Is there a 'me', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? how about self, is there anything that is separate from everything else?
Short answer: no. no. No.
Long answer: Not really. The self appears to be only a mental blind spot grounded on assumptions.

2) Explain in ...

What you're describing is working through the conditioning which is the work of a lifetime, maybe more. ;)
What?? :D

Wasn't working through the conditioning the whole point of this meeting of souls? :D

Or maybe only seeing through. I see.

I think it's time to nudge you towards our FB groups to ...

Look the fear in the eye and realise it's not what it appears - work at the feeling level.
Yes! Working at the feeling level is fundamental. The thing is Joseph was a very emotionally limited character. Now Joseph has been seen through as not existent, but there's still strong emotional ...

There are resistances to strong feelings of wellness. Because of attachment to a sad story, and coherence with a sad environment. And what is normal and what is not and all of that. Signs of identity. Also there's a resistance to let be whatever it already is without first understanding the possible ...

This pattern feels like a stabilization of some kind. There's no floor nor roof in this process. No absolute references, but there appears to be a body and a mind, an environment, an interaction, a release of springs is causing havoc. Who feels threatened? A provoking energy is moving as a pendulum ...

Hi John,

yesterday I went to sleep feeling calm and quiet. The sporadic snoring sounds coming from the other side of the bed were not annoying. Cold sheets weren't uncomfortable. In that regard I wasn't there to resist. Emotions and memories were active though, and I remember thinking about a ...

Really good to notice this Joseph and to work with the tensions and see the stories about the tensions and the "I" story to "make things right" etc, etc, etc.
Yes. Not making any effort to manipulate. Just being the natural simple goodness and watching what arises, and what struggles, and not ...

Wow. It's incredible to see the forces of personality arising once again and realizing it's not me, even in the turmoil.

Hi John, today I'm alone at my girlfriend's home. She wanted to drive to a forest to see the trees of autumn, and ended up going by herself and upset because I wasn't eager to go ...

Hi Joseph,
Cool. Me too. :)

Let's see what shows up tomorrow.

Thanks for being so much like space John. I totally appreciate that.

Is a flower pointless? A beetle? A buzzard? Is LIFE pointless?

Says who? ;)

Notice any subtle feeling of separation from life. Only in separation can we judge.

Please explore...


There are feelings of separation, resistance and disappointment. Nothing subtle about them. They're so obvious and ...

Oh, leaden mirror of truth, invisible eye of the eternal. Tell me, what is the purpose of anything at all?

Today in the menu are emotions of being sunk in the abyss of meh! Gazing into the screen, sitting on the couch with the head hanging to one side. OH that's enjoyable too.

The image of a giant ...

One aspect of seeing which is quite funny in a way, is that any doubts that I had were based on what I knew , which had no resemblance to what happened or happens. As that was new rather than knew . :)
Yes. It's true :) That's a daily realization. Anytime that I believe I know, or I fear I don't ...

Long day, full of activity and stimulation, and now I'm tired. :)

hello John,

So, what's next? You mentioned "clarity and confusions". We can explore those or let them come out in the wash.

Share what the heart is saying Joseph...and we'll go from there.

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Well, it comes to me that the time ...

Now "Joseph" is gone, what is left?

The unknown.