Hi. I have read your responses a few times and thought about it for a couple of days. I'm not sure what we have left to talk about. So I will ask you. Is there anything we should talk about that we have not discussed yet? Maybe there are aome things we need to talk about that you don't realize yet ...

Hi. I can't respond fully right now but I wanted to let you know I'm still here. As you can see I'm not always able to respond promptly either so please don't worry if you also take a long time to reply. I will read your answer and think about it for a while and respond when it is more convenient ...

Hello. Thank you for beig patient as I am often late replying to you.
I was a little busy and also I wanted to make sure I could take the time to really read what you wrote and not respond right away so I could respond more deeply.

I understand your "last roots" now. I had assumed that is what ...

Can you explain exactly what you mean when you say "nur shows up sometimes"? I know that is your name but what do you mean when you say that still shows up?

Also I would like you to answer with specific examples from your recent life this time. Please tell me two recent incidences where you found ...

So that awareness and knowingness and aliveness that is the same when you are feeling free and when you are feeling lost... Is it still happening now? Was there a time when it was not happening?

Even when you are asleep, is it gone? Here is a way to possibly help understand that:(this is only a ...

Hello.

I wanted to suggest one more thing I forgot before. It is a good idea to write your response in a separate program like "word pad" or "note pad" and then copy it to the forum. That's how I do it. I have several times experienced website errors or sometimes I've accidentally touched a wrong ...

Hello. I see you've been waiting over a week. We apologize for that. There are more clients than guides at the moment so unfortunately some people have to wait longer than we would like. Thanks for being patient.

I will be the one working with you here. My name is otter. I'll call you "knowing" if ...

Otter:
Love Blossom please tell me where we are starting. Keep it brief. Just the facts. Sum up where you are at this point in a few sentences. That will really help get this started.

Love Blossom:
Ok. The "sense of self", attachment to "me" is being seen as an illusion that had a very strong ...

Oh I see now I did answer it. Weird it didn't show up before. So hey, anyway, how are you?

Sorry I missed that last email! I wasn't ignoring you! So where should we pick up from here?

Sure. And also notice what isn't changing whether life is appearing hectic or smooth.

Any thoughts about that? Yes! Don't even try. Haha. Don't even try not to try. Live it. Don't worry about getting lost in daily living. Honestly, living mindfully rather than lost in forgetful drama seems much better right? But we've already seen that there's no little guy inside at a control center ...

Sure. Take your time. Really read my last few posts and look at actual experience (so you know you can't go wrong. You always ALWAYS know that what is experienced, is experienced. It's only what it MEANS that is flimsy and prone to error.)
And answer when you've got a real stuck point or conclusion ...

Sorry I mean "football" not "soccer" lol. Only Americans call it soccer, right?

Sure. No hurry. Enjoy.
Yeah. Keep checking whenever you remember. This chronic muscle tension, tightness, feeling of holding on or grasping at something. This is a feeling too which is observed. So it's definitely not the observer then, is it?!?! Haha. You see my point. Ok yes. Enjoy soccer and ...