hey cosmiK, would it be possible to continue this 1 on 1? perhaps through email?

Ok, I'm assuming I got something wrong or maybe I didnt experience awakening fully which is quite probable...

After the experience my "self" slowly re-invaded my consciousness so it's like I'm in a constant battle with my thought streams now, and sometimes I am not even aware of all the thoughts ...

Hey Kosmic!

- How would you describe it to somebody who has never heard about this illusion but is curious about it?


I would say that the illusion is about seeing past your identity called the "self" which is seperate from the rest of the world. You can see this by experiencing a loss of your ...

Hey Kosmic...

Thanks again for your genuine kindness and genorosity...I think these 2 traits are quite rare. It seems that so many people are just so self absorbed in their thoughts that they cannot give to others, but again this is just a thought! I look forward to getting to know you more in the ...

hey cosmik... parents awoke so im not sure how much time i have left but id definitely like to know what this aftergroup is all about hahaha :D i mean did "i" pass?


"What is the illusion of separate self, how does it manifest? How would you describe it in simple terms?"

Please describe the ...

Please answer in detail, each question, honestly and earnestly. Use the quote function for each question.


I s there you in any way or form; was there ever a you? will there ever be a you ?
There is no self in any form, but before there was an illusion of it. But now that Ive seen the illusion ...

ok sorry! the thought was that it was a trick question... yes im ready pls

what do u mean by am i ready?.... there is no i....

what now?

no... i know now there is no such thing as a self....

pick up an object. Look at it. Is there anyone doing the looking?

listen to a sound. Is there anyone or anyTHING doing the looking?

there is nothing looking at the object... only the object itself...
there is nothing listening but the sound itself...

allt here is is emptiness...

WHO or WHAT is doing the seeing, and reading?

In the experience of this, right now, who or what is doing the experiencing Nick????

there is nothing seeing or reading. only the thing being seen and the thing being read.
no one is experiencing nick

ick... you are guessing and speculating. Remember the rules - answer from Direct Experience. Remember the model - 5senses + 1mind. Do not Guess. Just Experience.

Look to your Experience.

Read this please.................again.......... read it slowly, read it mindfully, fully present. If there is ...

there is a physical system (the brain, the eyes), that processes the information and relays it to the consciousness. the physical therefore is notihng but a medium to the selfless consciousness.

Read this please................. read it slowly, read it mindfully, fully present. If there is noone reading this sentence, then what is doing the reading?

a consciousness that has no self? i dont know really...