thank you for the answers.

You're welcome! Thank you for your patience and understanding! :)

Certainly this will take some time to settle in, stabilize, unfold further...

It's fine. The doubts have vanished. I remembered that every time there's been a path moment (further awakening) in the ...

Hi Eloratea,
Perhaps I'm too quick to take a break here...I apologize for any confusion. It seems you want to be sure, I do too. Can we forget about taking a break and keep working? I want to know if I've actually reached the truth of this, and I really appreciate your diligence.

I spent the past ...

Was there anything to be killed in the first place?

That's a trick question! ;-) but no, of course not.

Let me know if you feel that shift happened and that you ready to answer kind of final forum questions.
Or there might be still some doubts and issues you would like to go into?

Yes, a ...

Let all the images that may arise now, flow without paying much attention, but also without resistance. And no need for special effort to figure it all now intellectually. Most important is to feel whatever arise. Pure, row sensations; pure energy.

This is just the advice I need right now because ...

What is missing in this moment?
Look deeper. What is feeling of dissatisfaction? If you break down feeling on thought and sensation and leave thought, what stays?

Not knowing. Not knowing if “I” am awakened or ever will be. When I see this, it's just “not knowing” and that is okay ...

Hi Eloratea, thank you for responding. Also, thank you for the reminder about expectations, I want to approach this as a beginner.

Now, when you look in your direct experience is there you in any way or form?
No, I can't really say there is. There's a self image which is just that – a constantly ...

Hi,
I'd like to try this process out to see if it can help me find out where I'm still stuck. I have a strong background in mindfulness practice and vipassana. This has really helped me a lot, but there still seems to be some resistance to...I'm not sure what. I'd be grateful for any help, thanks ...