Sorry last post was rather confusing as I included yours. I wrote this post yesterday evening.
Here are the answers to your questions.

1) Is there a 'me', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?

When I focus in on the place where I was, I find an ecstatic absence. I wonder if this will go ...

Kate, wow, quite a sudden change of tone in your writing. Do you feel that you are ready to answer the final questions of LU?

If yes, please go ahead, the questions are below. If there are any doubts about seeing through the illusion of "I", we can have a look at them first, there's no any urgency ...

Yes there is a difference. I haven't sat on a park bench this week but I have been observing. Life is more spacious.. I find myself listening to people more intently, and watching everything more openly. My life is just as busy but there is more time. There is no need to rush because now is now ...

Yes I do see that I is an illusion, a concept that has overtaken its usefulness.
It has never existed as such and as this body grows older and dies it will not be, hopefully, so in evidence.
I think it has become much less there since begining this LU process. I can see that thoughts are very ...

Hi Mag, I gather youve rather given up on me, and I have too. Shall we leave this now and return another time. Its driving me a bit mad. Too much going on at school to remember to not remember...
Thanks for your time.
Yours still Kate

I am continuing to look back through our posts and check how I feel.
You are right. The imaginary work persona is going unchecked through the day.
This morning there has been a lot of unaware thoughtcentred around I. I shall try (there's that I again) and remain aware while cycling to school and ...

Sorry did not manage to use the quote function successfully. hope you can find my answers in amoungst your message.
Kate

Sorry Mag, I have had problems using the quote function on my ipad, but will try again. Good news.... or bad... depending how you take it, is that psychological "I" will be lost. Which means that you lose interest in defensiveness and reactiveness. That doesn't mean that you will become a door mat ...

Back in touch at weekend. Kate

I definitely dont want to believe in a separate I again. It brings hurt and separation lonliness boredom. I dont think theres any problem living without a sense of I. At this moment there there is no desire for the petty dramas of I.... But I dont feel that thats the end of it....

Throat still sore. . .been off work. Spending a lot of time creating a mixed media art project entitled 'Who am I?'
Changed it to 'Who was I?'
I feel I am standing on the threshold of door to nothingness... I am looking backwards!
I need someone to give me a push...

The art thing does just happen ...

OK... That all seems evident.
Throat is sore, body needs sleep.
Speak tomorrow!

OK Will try that tomorrow.. .
today teaching was terrible. No control. . . no clarity. . . no vision re where we were going with things. . . tried to do the day on automatic but it did not work.
If I am being in the present in my sense perceptions, then the planning I normally do in my head at ...

I think its just a habit.... I found myself glancing in a mirror as I went by. I think I was trying to check that I was a person. . . just a habit... I remember doing that as a child. So who am I? But this time I saw myself do it and noticed how limitted it made me feel.
You are right it was easy ...

Yes it was irrelevant... All's fine. I've done what I can and now I'll wait to see what transpires. No headache, no worries.
I'm seeing myself as the still centre of all. Things come by and I deal with them. When I am tired, I say so, and rest.
5 grandchildren 2-6 years olds are staying over tonight ...