Yes, for now I would like info on the aftercare group. I will find you on Facebook. Thank you so much, it was such a pleasure to work with you. Some day (which of course will be now) I hope to "pay it forward" and help others just as you have done for me.

Love, Martina

O.K. I'm ready...

1) Is there a 'me', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? how about self, is there anything that is separate from everything else?

No. It (the "I") was imaginary. There is nothing there and never was. The self is the story told about "I" which is a ...

Yes, Metta, the search was identified with. There was a thought that said "this can not be it", and this thought was believed in. And then the searching, searching, searching for an I that could never be found. It became more and more clear during this correspondence with you that this "I" would ...

Hi Metta...

This body woke up at 3:00 am and can't get back to sleep. Thoughts were swirling again. It seems to be a tornado of thoughts leading nowhere. It seems that the most important thought is Who am I? or Who is thinking these thoughts? And when looked at, there is only the blank nothingness ...

"It seemed to happen..." Did it? "

That was read and the mind came to a halt. Can it be proven that anything has happened? What proof is there? Searching... Everything about the past comes up now as a memory, which is not actually real. All that can be known to be real is that which is appearing ...

When police take witness accounts of an event that just happened, every witness will have a slightly different story. If the same thing happened and all saw the same exact thing, why are their memories different? Are memories the "I " ,are they real ? Or a story told?

What comes up is that a ...

" Who is the " I " that wants to know?

That is the magical question! When I look for an I, there isn't one. Only blank. Looking is happening. So is the imaginary I just a story that has been created by thoughts and memories? And every morning when the body wakes up it is just "remembered ...

Hi Metta. I thought I just sent a post, but just looked and it is not there. I will try again!! I don't know what happened...

Who is it that is getting caught up in the story? Who is I ?

O.K. There is no I getting caught up in the story, because I've looked and seen that there is no I. There is ...

Thank you for responding, I am so grateful.

I know that there is a feeling that I am here. But all thoughts of "I" are just thoughts that arise after the actual experience. For instance "I heard". But really, hearing just happened. Nobody did it. It just happened.

For some reason, I just do not ...

Hello. I am looking for a guide to show the illusion of self. I have read non duality books for the last 3 to 4 years and understand that there is no me. I cannot find an "I" anywhere when I look. However, I need some help to really SEE this and get rid of all doubts. I would so appreciate some help ...