Hi Cam,
Hope the wedding was amazing.
I didn't want to just disappear without a word. I'm just so busy with visits, nights out and general Christmas festivities. Out lots now and got lots on.
Gonna try and steal time to write snips in between.
I'll get back to you as soon as I can. And I will be ...

I'm gonna do this x

PS I know that doubt is my mind and nothing more. As soon as writing that a huge smile launched across my face as I realised what my mind was trying to do. It is amazing what knowing that thoughts are just thoughts does.
Will relook at this tomorrow with a fresh head.

Hi Cam,

Each time I go to write this something stops me. I am not sure why I am having problems or what is stopping me but something is.

I feel frustrated. Tonight I have the time but the words don't seem to flow.

There is so much desire to continue, and commitment, and so much truth and power ...

No problem Cam.

Surprise wedding sounds interesting. Never heard of one being a surprise before! Brilliant.

I'm gonna have a bit of time without the kids tomorrow so I am going to write this then when I have time to myself. That way I get to write without distraction and can give it the time it ...

PS I will keep an eye on our posts tonight as I am going away tomorrow, not back until Sunday night so will not be able to reply. If I don't hear from you I will write Monday evening.
X

Yes x

Hi Cam,

WOW! Reading back over those posts I realise what a journey I've been on.

It's always been there but I can now say, without doubt, there is no real 'I' in any shape or form.

Lx

Hi,

Just got through all the posts. Too tired to write. Need to sleep on this and I'll write tomorrow night.

X

Evening Cam,

As you asked I am reading through these threads BUT it is taking much longer than I expected. Hours in fact!

I haven't got through them all yet but when I do I will write an email response to your last post.

Thanks for sticking with me. Feels a bit full circle x

Sorry not been able ot reply. Will get back to you tomorrow.

Leahx

OK this is what I see.

It feels like now I know that my brain is just my brain and not 'me' if you like my thoughts can kinda get interrupted or ignored. SO like now, as I closed my eyes and just stopped to experience the moment and see what popped up, my brain started verbalising that I should ...

Does it really make you not free?

Is there anyone there that can be free or not, depending on some brain activity that in uncontrolled anyway?
Does the brain activity has to stop, in order for something to be right? In order for you to become liberated? Please take a deep look at this.

No you ...

Hi,

In what ways are you free and in what are you not?

I am free because...my thoughts are just a process of brain activity. They are not controlled. Knowing this, and that there is no one there, as it were, makes it easier to not get swept in to a mental conversation with 'I' about 'I'.

I am ...

Ha ha it seems that everything I said you do not understand. I'll try again.

You asked, idolanuel wrote:Are you liberated?



I find it quite overwhelming in many ways. But it is true.


What is true?

It is true that everything is created inside your brain. I have now see that, for real. Is ...