Hi!
I see there's no me.
Sometimes old traumas come again. I know they're only stories in my mind and they don't exist.
Something difficult from my past is just over and now, when I'm free I still feel anxious.
I see everything as a story, it's not a part of "me". There's no me.
I'll keep ...
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- Thu Jan 03, 2013 2:20 am
- Forum: THE GATE
- Topic: Could I start again?
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- Fri Dec 28, 2012 12:52 pm
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Re: Could I start again?
Maybe it's a problem to see no-self. I experience that there's no self. Everything happening with a "me" there :D
- Fri Dec 28, 2012 12:49 pm
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Re: Could I start again?
Hi!
I see it. There's no self :)
I see it. There's no self :)
- Mon Dec 24, 2012 1:45 pm
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Re: Could I start again?
Hello!
I went on a trip and I forgot to answer. I feel bad for it.
Yes, it's possible and credible that there's no self. I already see and feel the no self.
When sometimes I believe in the mind or the I, I will see this believing only as a thought.
Have a nice day!
Montse
I went on a trip and I forgot to answer. I feel bad for it.
Yes, it's possible and credible that there's no self. I already see and feel the no self.
When sometimes I believe in the mind or the I, I will see this believing only as a thought.
Have a nice day!
Montse
- Sat Dec 15, 2012 9:59 am
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Re: Could I start again?
Hi!
I've been sad, busy and I still have fears.... Yes, I've done what you said and I see there's no watcher. Mind wants to label experiences to protect itself, but protect itself from what? From freedom? I experience that focusing just happens without me, the focuses. I've been disspointed because ...
I've been sad, busy and I still have fears.... Yes, I've done what you said and I see there's no watcher. Mind wants to label experiences to protect itself, but protect itself from what? From freedom? I experience that focusing just happens without me, the focuses. I've been disspointed because ...
- Fri Dec 07, 2012 4:05 pm
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Re: Could I start again?
Hello!
I've been thinking of your message... I don't have questions but I don't feel enlighted or free. I understand the theory and I believe it inside me.
You said: The realization may not be there "every second"
Sometimes I feel fear or I have nightmares...
I've been thinking of your message... I don't have questions but I don't feel enlighted or free. I understand the theory and I believe it inside me.
You said: The realization may not be there "every second"
Sometimes I feel fear or I have nightmares...
- Mon Dec 03, 2012 7:45 am
- Forum: THE GATE
- Topic: Could I start again?
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Re: Could I start again?
Hello,
I look at it and I can't find any self :) I feel peace when I see this :)
Is this enlightment? What should I experience and how can I keep this state?
:)
I look at it and I can't find any self :) I feel peace when I see this :)
Is this enlightment? What should I experience and how can I keep this state?
:)
- Sun Dec 02, 2012 6:33 pm
- Forum: THE GATE
- Topic: Could I start again?
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Re: Could I start again?
hello!
What can I do now? I'll keep doing this exercise. I love it...I feel less fear nowadays :)
I don't know... Sometimes I think I should experience the non self stronger and all the time... do I experience it? I'm not sure. I experience that "I" is not important. I see this "I" from outside ...
What can I do now? I'll keep doing this exercise. I love it...I feel less fear nowadays :)
I don't know... Sometimes I think I should experience the non self stronger and all the time... do I experience it? I'm not sure. I experience that "I" is not important. I see this "I" from outside ...
- Sun Dec 02, 2012 10:35 am
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Re: Could I start again?
Hi,
I mean that my thoghts aren't important for me when I do the exercise. I don't suffer because there's no "me".
:)
I mean that my thoghts aren't important for me when I do the exercise. I don't suffer because there's no "me".
:)
- Fri Nov 30, 2012 5:01 pm
- Forum: THE GATE
- Topic: Could I start again?
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Re: Could I start again?
Hello!
I've been doing the exercise every day. Today I felt my thought wasn't mine. I didn't matter anymore. It was neutral...
Montse
I've been doing the exercise every day. Today I felt my thought wasn't mine. I didn't matter anymore. It was neutral...
"I" has less consistency then, when I'm doing the exercise.Does "I" exist in the same way? Notice a consistency?
Montse
- Tue Nov 27, 2012 8:30 pm
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Re: Could I start again?
Hi,
I'm trying to do the exercise as much as I can.
Montse
I'm trying to do the exercise as much as I can.
Montse
- Sun Nov 25, 2012 12:29 am
- Forum: THE GATE
- Topic: Could I start again?
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Re: Could I start again?
Hello again,
I'm sorry for forming a theory:
I guess it's only a metaphor because we need words to tell things/thoughts...
Why do I say "I" so often? Does a liberated person stop talking about him/herself?
If this is only a thought, then it's not important, right?
What can I do now?
I'm ...
I'm sorry for forming a theory:
I guess it's only a metaphor because we need words to tell things/thoughts...
Why do I say "I" so often? Does a liberated person stop talking about him/herself?
If this is only a thought, then it's not important, right?
What can I do now?
I'm ...
- Sun Nov 25, 2012 12:20 am
- Forum: THE GATE
- Topic: Could I start again?
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Re: Could I start again?
Hello :)
I exist only as a thought.
Am I a body? If so, can a body exist in any way other than as the thought of it? How would I know?
Am I a mind? If so, can a mind exist in any way other than as the thought of it? How would I know?
Am I a …..? etc. In this way, investigate everything that ...
I exist only as a thought.
Am I a body? If so, can a body exist in any way other than as the thought of it? How would I know?
Am I a mind? If so, can a mind exist in any way other than as the thought of it? How would I know?
Am I a …..? etc. In this way, investigate everything that ...
- Tue Nov 20, 2012 10:08 am
- Forum: THE GATE
- Topic: Could I start again?
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Re: Could I start again?
I don't need to control the thoughts in my mind because they're not important. I try not to pay attention to them. Am I understanding this thing about thoughts? It feels difficult :S
- Tue Nov 20, 2012 10:04 am
- Forum: THE GATE
- Topic: Could I start again?
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Re: Could I start again?
Hello :)
Well, the thoughts are not mine. They're thoughts coming and going...
Well, the thoughts are not mine. They're thoughts coming and going...

