Once i finished reading your last reply i sensed an end to my involvement in this forum.
does seeing that there no self make you take things less personally and serious? Does it allow you to get over matters better and more quickly? Because i sense that now.

i like the fact that i am thinking ...

2. yes i am also running out of thoughts.
4. what do you mean that 'even the I is not nothing. it is a story?
are you saying that every I has had experience and so its what makes an I?
5. yes Vince, i can see the freedom in this yet not right now. These heaps of random emotions have been appearing ...

these are some words i wished to share with you in regards to this process:
i surrender to this discussion, to these thoughts, to my self
i know nothing
i am still

1. You are right on this point. My mind seems to constantly question when I know what the truth is. Yet it brings ups questions when i sense i have reached some answers.
2.My second quote does not make sense now that i read it again. I think im making my self confused Vince. Now i also feel that I ...

1.can you please elaborate on you first point in the last reply?
("Yes you have Maryam, you just don't recognise it as reality. When you say that you "know it is an illusion" you give 'lip service' to it, but something in you (thoughts) discounts it.")
2.yes you are right, i can clearly see how mind ...

1. thoughts appear without my control. emotions are the past, so yes they have erupted from past experiences. And a conditioning of these has occurred.
2.no, i wish to be rid of emotions. this is not to say that i will not be able to love or care for people.
3.i believe my assertiveness is my self ...

i wish to rid myself of emotions. I have always had a very assertive personality which i can see now is affecting my relationship with my partner. But my self, my independence does not want to give this up. I sense this attachment to my self, an attachment to these attributes of my self which i am ...

Thanks for your quick response.
i expect nothing.
Mary is ok, yes.

Yes i can post everyday and always give honesty.

Thanks again

Maryam

hi
i have just joined the forum today and wish for you to guide me to actually see that there is no self

looking forward to hearing you

thanks