Awesome!!! BTW, it took me 50 years also :-)

Ok, I'm just getting some confirmations from other guides. You might get some more questions.
Friend me on Facebook so that we are ready for me to invite you to some after care groups.
https://www.facebook.com/stuart.kaufman.5
I hope that you will ...

Sorry if your reply got lost. Can you answer the questions again?

Wow Lars! I loved reading that! I am truly happy for you :-)
Here are some final question:

1) Is there a 'me', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works.

3) How does it feel to see this ...

Hi Lars :-)

Any and all expectation are stories that are believed to be owned by a "someone" ... do you agree? We know that there is a label, a name... "Lars", but is there a "Lars"?

If there is no "someone", for who or what would suffering or apprehension be reduced?
Apprehension arises... but ...

Hi Larsie, My name is Stuart :-)

Expectations of how it should be are the greatest block I've seen to SEEing.
So… I have the following questions for you.
Please tell me as fully as possible what you think liberation is, and what you want or expect from it. What have you learned that it will be ...

I'm happy to be your guide if you wish.

If you haven't already seen it, there is intro info here, our disclaimer and a short video too. Please read.
http://www.liberationunleashed.com/

A few agreements before we can begin:

1. You agree to try post at least every day.

2. I will post questions. Do ...

Patanjali, Simply observing labeling is not the fight of forcibly removing labels.
Instead of "wanting" and trying to force the thoughts a feelings to cease to exist... take no sides, make no war against mind or feelings. Just neutrally allow and observe, without being one side of the coin trying ...

Couldn't find this post of yours at first. Hope I don't miss the next one:-)

seeyourself wrote:So should this new shift have bliss and joy and love and oneness in it?

Story again, but wait a minute. There will be now, an ability to tap into what i call wisdom, and this is a perfect example of it ...

Where does the looking stop and the looked at start?
I see that there is no location for a stop and start...
I have had some kind of a shift, but it isn't about space or time of oneness. It is about noticing the games or dramas that Stu is involved in... while the noticing-ness is not involved ...

Yes, I see that my belief about what the key points of awakening must be, is a story... but I know that I have read comments by awakened people that say that the self is a lie and does not exist at all. What I hold to be real is that experiencing is happening all the time and within that is the ...

I said not an awakening of any kind, because to me an awakening is having no beliefs, no sense of loss or failure or success, no reason to compare me to others or to the goals I have set for myself but failed to achieve.

I spend several hours yesterday looking at "self" and looking for its source ...

I was reading your blog and realized that if I do not add an "I" or "me" to a thought or feeling, or story, then my story that says "I am my thoughts", falls away or at least reduces, and so does the sense that there is someone trapped!! :-)
But this must just be a trick technique, and not an ...

The trap of causes and effect I am talking about are duality. I know that I am my thoughts and that these thoughts just arise without a cause, but still I live in this mental trap of duality and I can't shut my mind off. The mental chatter, daydreams, that concern reaching goals (goals such as ...

Hi... Vince? :-)

My response is that I feel that all of these "things" don't really exist at all... and yet I am locked into this trap of causes and effects that I don't really believe in.

The experience I had at age 19, was for me... just not a finite located me. I felt the peace and absence of ...

Hi
Yes I will try and post every day... although I had problems even finding my post and then finding your reply (guess I'm not technically gifted:-)
Honesty, yes.
I agree to your other requirements.

My rant:
I have been a seeker for 50 years. at age 19 I feel that I awakened but then lost it in ...