1) Before this are area was brought into focus, there was a very strong belief that there to the fact that I is just another thought, there’s a realisation that there never actually was and I. There isn’t now and there isn’t ever going to be. Its all just thought.

2) Right from a very young age is ...

Hi there,

I doesnt exist. I dont exist, its a thought, a word.

Who is reading? There is no who. Its still just thought. A thought about each word, then a thought on the sentence.

Hey!

Can we proceed? I've done nothing but look at situations and bodily stuff since i last spoke with you.... Everything is in thought. Everything i see, say, do.... i have found it all in thought.

Tara

Thanks neil. :-)

Was just writing as it came then. :-)

Not so much doubt... Theres no doubt that i doesnt exist. Just an unknowing. Is it really just as simple as the stuff we have mentioned? What is real? Is it only 'real' when its within our experience? Experience including thought. Thoughts u have and i have. They may not be the same, but they must ...

I get that there is no i... Never has or will be. I feel void or like i just looked straight into madusa's eyes! There isnt any words in this moment...

Its not that im trying to make anything automatic; it was just that i'd noticed that the old way of 'reacting' ie: oh my god, panic/ worry about something.. Usually with an i attached in there somewhere, and this new view on things requires a breakdown using the 6 sense streams. So in an instance ...

Hi!

Combing reply to your top and bottom paragrahs/ Q's: its an everything. There isn't a personal claimant and its that everything thats there when relaxed into the moment. Its connectable! Even with things like tables and chairs; when the everything is, it IS everything. This does take some real ...

Hey neil, Using a phone today, so no quote function.

Answer to first Q: its not a who that watches thought, its an awareness that i cant explain that is aware the thoughts are happening.

Q under the last thing you quoted from my previous post: well a whole load of experiences is what seems to b ...

'nipping them in the bud' before they spiral out of control
how is this done? who nips thoughts? and how do thoughts get out of control?

Watching thoughts come; they can get out of control if not watched, they will chatter on about things that have not happended, or more importantly, not ...

- And when you say there is an Awareness. Is this awareness is anyway separate from anything else?

This question feels like alot to try and process in the brain!! :/ The answer is probably really simple though.

.... No.

Yes... is there a separate self anywhere, in relation to anyone or ...

And when you say there is an Awareness. Is this awareness is anyway separate from anything else?

Is there a separate self?

Seperate self.......... sepertae from other people in the street? Sepetrate from objects that are passed in the street ie: bill boards, bike stand etc??

While walking and looking out in to the sprawling scene (park, city, etc).
1) is there a doer or doers behind all of this experiencing?
2) is it just happening spontaneously?

It just happening.... I cant't see a doer(s)

Hi Neil,

And.. if an "I" and a "me" and a "you" and a "Tara" is thought or a story (like we established below, read your previous responses for reference), then do thoughts walk? Can stories walk? CHECK and SEE.
Which is more accurate:
1) there is an Experiencing, a happening or stream of ...