I saw thru this today with Mircea, doubt is just thought trying to be self. It has been coming up once in a while today but it is not a me, just thoughts. Thank you all so much. Who are you by the way, your name does not show, only admin.

As far as where I am at:
there is a building of anxiety, doubt, commitment,intensity, frustration all at the same time. Other than whats required that gets put in front of me this is the only thing that matters and yet when it is viewed like any other worldly thing to be achieved it is very ...

I have doubts that one can go from living whole life with a me running it, or at least believing that a me was running it, to seeing that this cannot be true and yet feel no fundamental change.

I am back. I would like to look through this if some has time today.

I have to sleep. thanks, tomorrow?

an absense of knowing that what is expected is done

What doubt remains?