I'm blue already? Wow! i'm sure there is more , but right now i can't think of anything. i just ask where is the "I" constantly, and as i do life is just better...so hard to explain. I always thought once I was liberated I would be this great GURU full of knowledge,love, all seeing, all knowing ...

To answer your questions:
1. No- there is no "me" anywhere, way, shape or form- there never was.
2.The illusion of a seperate self began with "I", "MY",this is my toy, my shoes, etc. It begins early in childhood, probably around age two when a child begins to recognize "I", or mine, my mommy, my ...

Good Morning Bill,
to answer your question about "things", house, clothes, car, etc., etc., are all just things. They only become "my" things when i label them as such...but if there is no "I", me, self, how can i possess them?

There is no entity controlling the body. It just automatically happens ...

Hi Bill, thanks for your help. Right now i am aware of the fact that there is no i..but, i still feel there is an i when interacting with others. When i sit and observe them with no interaction, i can see life unfolding with no i's anywhere. But programming, habits, whatever keep me from seeing it ...

There is no "I"....there is awareness, but no "I".

still looking, and no I to be found. I can find nothing behind the emotions. When i really look at them, question them, there is nothing there...just an emotion, nothing to substantiate it. And as far as i see at this time the mind is just willy nilly to what ever is occuring around me. I can find ...

the self that i know about at this time is confused, angry, depressed, nervous, scared, but there is no "I" creating these feelings. The more I ponder i WANT THE TRUTH WHATEVER THE COST MAY BE, the more all the emotions mentioned above intensify. My mind is putting up a real battle here

To answer your question of resisting...i was resisting the thought of looking stupid
What Do I Want?
I want to get to the truth of this. I don't want to just "know" there is no "I", I want to "see" there is no I. I want to feel the connection with everything instead of feeling like a seperate self.

Hi Nil,
thanks for your response. I have been reading the posts for over a month now, and resisting getting started. Decided it was time.

Introduction? how much personal info do you want? i just had the realization that my life really is just a story, with me as the main character. My husband ...

Hi Nil, I am lonilm, and have posted "Need a Guide", and have not received an answer yet...are you a guide? And if is would you be willing to help me?