Thank you, Ingen & Cam RT xx

There is no-thing that is separate that can be 'referred to' so the name soul now is like anything else -- a label. Causing separation. That there is a 'soul' and a 'body' -- realization now is that those are all just stories. As beautiful as they are -- they are stories. :)

That is the name of my company which was chosen 4 years ago. :) There is no-one to be nurtured. Nothing needs nurturing. That is just a thought. And yet, I still find the name beautiful as 'it is' without any need to 'do anything' with it. :)

Sure thing.

How is the difference before - after? Around decisions, feelings, goals and dreams... Or whatever comes to your mind!

There is no push or pull in this. It is all 'just happening' and therefore decisions and goals are no longer necessary. "This" is here...so it is being allowed. No ...

Hi Ingen

Sorry it has been a busy week at work -- and I certainly did not want to rush through my reply to you or tryto hen peck from my app on my iphone.

1) Is there a 'me', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

No-there is no 'me' in this at all...never was

2 ...

Just a sense of aliveness - no one being that - it just is that ... And if a sense of it is happening I'm all of it (not none of it) ...

Hi Ingen

Gotcha - thanks!!

:)

Ok well .. Ummm ... Hope you are ok :)

Cam-RT?

I have replied a few times over the last few days and my replies are deleted or 'disappear'. Strange....

Behind the void....behind the thoughts....I am ALL of this...there is no 'behind' .... as the mind attempts to 'look' at these things I recognize more and more the absurdity of that -- who is ...

I am ALL of it. There is nothing behind the thought .... there is a thought (haha) that there is a thought ---- and yet there is nothing there to receive or perceive 'this' as I am ALL of it.

Ok....so this is what I have been doing for some time ... yet I have really been with this for the last 18 hours or so....here is my experience. As I moved through this day and applied (for lack of a better word) going behind the thoughts and past the sweet spot...I reach a place...no words describe ...

Thank you - will be in touch soon.

Ok thank you Cam-RT..I will be 'with this' for a few days and will stay in touch on it.

Thank you again for this.

xx

As I move away from the attic and look in...I simply FEEL sadness for what was .... what was for that Kelly. That version or aspect of me. And yet I do not want to FEEL sadness -- or victim -- because that was her ENTIRE story. She was the victim of everything life brought her way. That is why she ...