hello out there,
After taking a break for a little while I'm ready to try again. Actually, I've been working on my own the past couple months and feel like I am just hovering outside The Gate. I am requesting a guide to help make things clear.
Mary

Hi Mike, Thanks for your post.
I'm sorry ,but I'm really tired of dwelling on this. I thought I felt something, but it wasn't really experiencing of the hugeness, expandtion, etc . I tried to explain it in my last two posts. The feeling didn't stick. I feel especially bad about quitting on this ...

Hello Mike, been working on this.

who am I ? I am the Absolute. Its as if the Absolute got bored and decided to have a reality show with itself as the people, set, props, and all and I am one of its characters. To shake things up the Absolute decided to have the characters forget that they were ...

Hello Mike,
thanks so much for your post. I appreciate the time and energy it must take to explain this to me. I will need to get back to you in a few days after I give what you have written some thought. talk to you then, Mary.

Hi Mike, Hope all is well with you. Just read your last post,somehow missed the e-mail. Yes, sorry about the misunderstanding, but I think I needed the space too. Anyway, on April 13th I was pondering who is the self when a question came to me, "who would I be if I didn't "get" this experience?" I ...

Mike,
Its sounds from your last post that you are quiting on me. Well it doesn't matter, I may be done anyway. I had an Aha moment last week. The question came to me "What would I be if I didn't 'get' it?" I realized that I would be the same as if I did. And the same as I have always been. There is ...

Hello Mike,
A lot of water has gone under the bridge in a week. I tried to write ,but stuff got in the way. I've been spending some time working on this, but I haven't gone through the gateless gate yet. My strategy has been to read about it for inspiration, then spend some time staying present ...

Hi Mike, Just a quick note. Going to spend the day looking for self. I still feel stuck thinking I am my mind. Let you know how it goes, Mary.

Hello Mike, I have some questions for you. Something odd happened yesterday. I was filing my nails and It felt as if the hands being filed and doing the filing were not mine. The experience only lasted while I was filing. Later I went for a walk to try and look without labeling and I noticed the ...

Hello Mike,
Sorry it has taken me so long to get back to you. I have been working a lot, but I also think that I am working through some resistance of mine towards this process. I feel ready now to put some more energy into this. It is a problem that I don't have internet at home and my computer is ...

Hi Mike, Wanted to write more today,but my computer is having abad day. Sending this with my phone which doesn`t work well either. Try to write tomorrow from the library. May the Force be with you, Mary

Hello Mike,
Thanks for your post. Guess I got on the wrong track. I have to work a lot this weekend, but hope to fit in some honest looking. Talk to you in a couple days. Aloha, Mary.

Mike, thank you for your post. With your help I get closer to the truth.
Today I was trying to decide if on my day off I should go for a walk in the woods or run errands. Of course there were all the thoughts of the pros and cons. I thought who is having the thoughts and who is going to make this ...

Hello Mike.
Is what you are saying in your last post that If we can experience something it is real?
I've been looking for the I that I think I am.
I don't think of myself as my job, my relationship, my stuff, or what I am doing this time in my life. I beleive it to be real because I am ...

Hello Mike.
When I go outside the things of nature seem real. The plants, trees, ground, etc. Also three demensional man made objects such as cars, sidewalks and trash seem real. I see all these things and can touch them to prove that they are real. The breeze I think is real because I can feel it ...