Hi Guy,

What comes up for you when I say there is no "I", there never has been and there never will be. It is merely an illusion.
What comes up is a hopeful lonely feeling. Hopeful that I will no longer have to deal with the BS of the I/me.
Lonely in that I am all alone in this process. No one ...

Hi Guy,

Where are you located, what city and time zone. I am in Sydney.

Cheers

Ian

I am in New York

Ian,
Thank you for your reply and taking the time to try and help me.

I live in New York, eastern time zone. I agree to the ground rules. I am here to try and become a better person and to try and learn that I am not the drama of day to day life.

Greetings,

At age 61 I am so tired of chasing my tail trying to become enlightened. I have tried numerous disciplines and honestly can't say I have gone beyond belief,and theory. No profound aha moment, no deep silence. I have been doing mantra meditation at least once a day for the past 6 years ...