namste dear Ilona,

hope you are fine :)

just have
to hold on to the truth
once seen. not to let it
slip away :)

your pointing let me see it,
what reading thousands of
books and listening to millions
of talks couldnt do. what all the
tortured self-inquiry couldnt do.

grateful
to you Ilona ...

namaste Ilona,

hope you are fine :)

its friday, jan 27 2012 today
and i am getting ready for work
(i am a metallurgical engineer
by education but work as an
industry analyst
in the
corporate world,
so its more of commerce work)

i try to answer you :

q1) is there a you, at all , anywhere, in ...

namaste Ilona,

hope you are fine :)

its a holiday in india today
as it is our republic day (jan 26)

no this conversation is not for
entertainment. i really was
struggling for many years
with the 'who am i' inquiry,
and was immediately attracted
to your direct pointing method.:)

i thought i ...

namaste Ilona

hope you are fine :)

i know everything
is 'just happening'
my blood circulates
by itself, food digests
by itself, the sun
rises by itself, breathing
happens by itself

babes and babies are
both nature and i prefer babes ;)
and my reaction to Babes hmmm..

ok :)

see Ilona, i've been ...

namaste Ilona,

hope you are fine :)

i did go to the park
last evening, but
couldnt focus on
the job. the babes
were too distracting
and i ended up at a
food stall eating
'paani puri' which is
a yummy indian snack ;)

any tips on how to
stay focussed on the One
without appearing a snob ??
i mean ...

namste dear Ilona,

not been able to go to nature
or park yet. but will go soon.
its an amazing coincidence
but a couple of days ago
my mother told me to do
the same thing in a different
context, just to relax that is :)

ok i think i got your point.
life is expressing THROUGH
us and is not us. hmm ...

namaste dear Ilona,

hope you are 100% fine :)

its all happening
on its own.
we dont have a
choice but to
go along with life

illusion is created
by the body and
thoughts. i would
prefer to call it
a dream. i mean
a toothache or a
job loss can be
too painful to
be dismissed as
an illusion. a dream ...

namaste dear Ilona,

hope you are fully recovered :)

unable to be 'silent' for very long i'm afraid lol lol

i think i've cracked the mystery of life Ilona,
but putting it into words is tough ;) wish i
could be more humble, but what to do i'm soooo gooood ;)

i think i'm a bit dazed right now, so ...

namaste dear Ilona,

really appreciate your help so far.

am feeling a great need to be quiet and retreat into solitude.
i'm off facebook and everything. just need to rest and take a break.

in case i'm not back, phir milenge in some other cosmos,

much much love, your friend Zero

namaste Ilona

hope you have
fully recovered :)

I points to Atma / Light / Soul.

now i am going for lunch

phir milenge Ilona, love, your friend Zero :)

namaste dear Ilona,

glad to know you are better.
take it easy and rest well :))

do i exist ?

yes i exist. i exist.

its friday night here,
just want to listen to music and chill

much love, phir milenge Ilona, your retarded friend, Zero

dear Ilona,

just read this
and wanted to share :

God sleeps in the stone
awakens in the plant
feels in the animal
and is aware of itself in man.

(Sufi Wisdom)

~ Bernadette Weidner

i forgot i could have sent it to you on fb

much much love

namaste Ilona

hope you are feeling better

eat well and rest well :)

i'm feeling ok and friday's here :)

glue is a bit sticky. trying to get unstuck

phir milenge Ilona,

praying for your quick recovery, your friend Zero

PS do you have the flu ??

namaste Ilona

hope you are better

i was feeling 10 :)

me is the glue
makes me blue
i have no clue
but i have flu

take care,

phir milenge Ilona, your friend Zero

namaste Ilona,

hope you are feeling better

instead of just letting the thoughts go,
if i hold on to them and think further
then thats the glue. the attention or
the importance one attaches to the thought

if i think about a wall i think of pink floyd
and if i think about me i am worried about
this ...