Thank you Phillip for answering the questions.
If you don't mind, here are some more :

How long have you been on the spiritual path and searching for the Truth ?

What do you think : the LU Gate is a metaphor/symbol for what ?

When was the last time you thought or said : why is this happening to ...

Phillip,

I am glad to read that you were able to go behind the thoughts and that made you see.
Do you remember what exactly made you see ?
When did it happen, how long ago and do you still feel the same intensity of alertness ?
Do you feel to be liberated 100 % ?

Yeah, we will never forget the ...

Hi Phillip,
so you are saying that you were liberated,
and you are ready to answer some questions which will confirm
that you have seen through the illusion of self, right?

How was it when you realized the truth ? (Did you laugh ? were you shocked ? amazed ? happy ?)
And how do you feel now ...

Before, my understanding was that I am NOT my ego, I only HAVE an ego (in order to be able to function in this world, but not to be taken too seriously). And following a spiritual path means that I am working on my ego to make it 'smaller' and hopefully it will disappear or die one day. But this is ...

1. There's absolutely no me/I, it cannot be found anywhere, it has no shape or form because it does not exist in reality and never did. Self is a lie, a false, misleading belief.

2. The 'I' is only a word, a thought and there is nothing solid or stable behind it - it's an illusion or fantasy.
En ...

Look for that "I" Tell me where you see an I am.

There is no I/me - this is the truth. In reality, there is no I.
Now it is clear to me that it was only a believe that the self exists - and believes cannot be proven. Now I know.
The I is like a balloon filled with air (= thoughts), nothing more ...

Robin,
I am desperate for not seeing the Truth, and I am about to give it up again.
It's like looking at the 3D picture and not seeing the hidden, deeper layer, only the flat, shadowy 2D ...
Everything seems to me grey, dull, boring, meaningless (though I am not depressed) - no aliveness at all. I ...

Hi Robin,
i just want to let you know that i am okay, i've only got sick,
i cannot sleep and eat,drink (nausea, diarrhea).
If this is due to some cleansing, i am happy about it.
I will write soon.
Happy New Year.

You say duel as if it were warfare we are engaged in.
Oh, Robin, I checked in the dictionary the exact meaning of the word 'duel' -it's supposed to be 'duet' .
Sorry about it - writing in English is pretty challanging for me.

So now I will ask you : Can you see any sign of an "I" anywhere ...

o. Before I go another word further. Could you please tell me what you see within your self when I say. There is no you Agynes. There is still an ego which will take some falling away completely, as will mine and everyone else here. But that is all there is. A lousy ego producing all that suffering ...

This is where like me, you are being tricked. This feeling of a watcher, a witness to the ego being dropped away is in fact the ego materialising itself as another entity so to speak. There is no witness, though I still have a sensation of a watcher/witness as I slowly deepen my liberation. This ...

When turning attention inside my feeling is that the same witness/ watcher is present. I perceive it even stronger, it feels like I am more focused and conscious. Because now I am sure that my thoughts and feelings are not so important at all, as I used to believe. I am a bit more aware.

Before I ...

Robin, I want to thank you from my heart for being such a great guide. I appreciate your patience; I know that I was not always nice and I apologize for that. You helped me so much. Thank you for being with me ! Peace,
Agynes

While reading your post Robin, tears started to flood my eyes. I went to the backyard, where we used to have a garden in my childhood, and I was just crying and weeping there for some time ... releasing all the tension, frustration, anger and negativity which has built up in me during this week and ...

Yes Nemo, I agree and keep continue with Robin. Thanks.