Hello friends, You are here because you are trying to see something in your own experience. Many of you have been looking, questioning, and exploring what is true for a long time and even had a few rounds of guiding in the forum. Nothing seems to work. Over the years, I’ve been working closely with ...

One of the most common things people share with me is this: “I get it intellectually. I know the words. I know the right answers. And still, nothing has shifted.” There is understanding, but no clear seeing. No felt resolution. And that can be deeply confusing. Recently, I received another message l...

Sweet, thank you!
I am sure you will make a great guide.
Welcome ❤️

Dear Laura. Great to see you here with the intention to assist as a guide! It’s a wonderful way to pass on the message and serve those that come here. Traditionally we ask some questions and once you answer them we can proceed further. Here they are: 1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', a...

ONLINE MEETINGS WITH GUIDES Vince I would like to invite you (the newly gated) to join us in experiencing connection with like minded ‘others’. The authenticity and openness is palpable. Checkout the playlist to see. There is a meetup every Saturday at 9pm (AEST) There is also one each Monday 6 am (...

Hi Bryan, Great to meet you. I am no longer guiding in the forum as I find live conversation over zoom more engaging and I prefer that. We can set up a half hour call if you like and chat. If you like that, let me know your time zone and availability. If you like to be guided here, I can ask another...

Hello. Once again I am posting an invitation for free zoom sessions with me. I am looking for someone who is keen, ready and willing to inquire into the question of no self and is open to share the process with other seekers. I have made two inquiry series already and it appears to be helpful for ot...

Hi countrylife Thanks for message! We can meet for half hour and see if it’s worth to make some videos with you. I say why not, there is much to explore after and there is continuous settling in with all kinds of deep stuff arising. As for how soon you can guide, anytime. When you see you can point....

I really enjoyed conversations with Sarah which are now on YouTube. https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-wVgndJn7OEnRY-gEXU4f-MP3QYkUmo5 Here is another call! If you would like to be guided by me and are open to share your process with everyone on YouTube I am offering five one hour sessions. This i...

From tomorrow on Saturdays watch a new series of self-inquiry with Ilona. Meet Sarah, who kindly agreed to share her process with you. Engage in looking at your actual experience together with her. As you listen to the questions pause the video and look for yourself. What do you notice in your immed...

The habitual believing is still coming up though. But I can now again see that it’s a thought explaining.

Yes, the habitual thoughts may still be arising. To be seen.

How is it going?
Is the separate self still here?

With love.

It’s just silent :)
Here we go.
You know of that silence. I mean there is awareness of silence. That’s the answer. That what is always here underneath all thoughts.

Keep looking at the silence. :)

Nice one, thank you for sharing. Yes, keep looking till you know. And when you see beliefs arising, one way of meeting them is acknowledging the belief and checking is it true? How do you know that belief is saying truth? What is that is believing thoughts? Also you can consider looking at weather. ...

Nice. Yes, the experiencer is in the changing. The seeker is in the changing too. The seeking for something else arises. But attention can always be returned to here and now, the present experience that is here. And here there is nothing to look for, everything is in the open. I hear you about a dif...

That’s great! And there is also beingness. Knowing of existing. As simple as that- Are you aware right now? Do you need to think about this or is it obvious? Is it ever not here? Sense of being is unchanging and what you described is a flow of aliveness, the changing. There is both. Notice that. You...