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by Ilona
Sun Nov 28, 2021 1:38 pm
Forum: Pусский (неактивный)
Topic: Прочтите это в первую очередь README FIRST
Replies: 1
Views: 1052

Re: Прочтите это в первую очередь README FIRST

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by Ilona
Sun Oct 17, 2021 6:12 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: SeeNotTwo
Replies: 2
Views: 303

Re: SeeNotTwo

Hi deepbow. Lovely to meet you. Thank you for sharing openly and honestly in your intro. I hear you and I’m here to assist. You say that you can’t quite believe that the answers are inside you. The that’s where we are going to look, inside. What I mean by that is your own experience. Everything else...
by Ilona
Wed Sep 15, 2021 9:45 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: calloffthesearch
Replies: 254
Views: 20142

Re: calloffthesearch

Yes, the veil is just a thought. The experience of now is not veiled in any way. It is what is it. And seeing can only be fresh in the moment. There is no past realisation, there only seeing what is here now. Does that make sense? And is there any doubt? Or is it clear that a separate self is a conc...
by Ilona
Mon Sep 06, 2021 1:08 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: calloffthesearch
Replies: 254
Views: 20142

Re: calloffthesearch

Hi Hendrik. Excuse my absence. So much is going on on my side, I am sorry, I forgot to reply. How is it going? You say there is no doubt. That’s sweet. And yet every moment is a fresh invitation to see what is here. Sometimes it seems like there is a veil. I hear you. And what is this vale made of? ...
by Ilona
Sun Aug 15, 2021 7:23 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: calloffthesearch
Replies: 254
Views: 20142

Re: calloffthesearch

Dear Hendrik, Thank you for answering with honesty. You say there is no certainty of realisation, no break through feeling. It can be so subtle that I may be unnoticed. But when you look back at how life used to be, there is clearly a difference. Is there any doubts about the I as a separate self? T...
by Ilona
Sun Aug 15, 2021 7:19 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 57
Views: 1968

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Wonderful to read Your responses. Well, everything is included, doubts too. Integration is asking to allow all. Whatever is showing up can be met. Usual reactions of trying to get rid of uncomfortable can adjust into more welcoming life to go as it does. Would you say, you are ready for the final qu...
by Ilona
Thu Aug 12, 2021 8:34 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: calloffthesearch
Replies: 254
Views: 20142

Re: calloffthesearch

No worries :) fixed now.
Thank you so much for answering. Sweet to hear about the openness.
What changed for you in everyday normal life to compare before and after the innital,realization? What hasn’t changed?
Feel free to write as much as you want.

With love.
by Ilona
Wed Aug 11, 2021 5:21 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 57
Views: 1968

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Hi Nuno. It was lovely to meet you on zoom meeting. It’s great to communicate in video chat. I read your messages and I’m sorry that I am slow to respond. Your last post is spot on, I can see that there is a new way of seeing sadness and whatever is arising. That’s a nice confirmation that something...
by Ilona
Wed Aug 11, 2021 5:16 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: calloffthesearch
Replies: 254
Views: 20142

Re: calloffthesearch

Hi Hendrik,

Let’s finish this thread :)
Can we start freshly here as some time has passed. Can you describe what words no self mean in your experience, as you see it now.

With love,
Ilona
by Ilona
Sat Jul 31, 2021 5:57 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: New opportunity to be guided by video chat!
Replies: 5
Views: 1010

Re: New opportunity to be guided by video chat!

Guide Kento is also available :)
https://youtu.be/KNWVoXaifGM
by Ilona
Fri Jul 30, 2021 5:52 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 57
Views: 1968

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Well, when blankness is here, it’s here. That’s what you look at. Not running away from it or trying to get past it. Meet blankness.
by Ilona
Thu Jul 29, 2021 11:25 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 57
Views: 1968

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Thanks for sharing the quote, it’s very true! The sense of wanting security is not simply a belief, it’s also an energetic pattern, that’s what keeps it in place. If you think some thoughts about your kids needing safety in the future and wait for the feeling of unsafety to arise, where is it felt i...
by Ilona
Tue Jul 27, 2021 4:45 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 57
Views: 1968

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

The question “who?” Is still hanging there. This question is demanding a subject for an answer. But word who points to nothing :) It’s like asking who makes it rain? It does not make sense, right? You know that nobody makes rain. And you don’t ask this question. So it’s not an answer you want, but t...
by Ilona
Mon Jul 26, 2021 3:00 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 57
Views: 1968

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Instruction gets followed or not. The question “is there someone” is for you to answer.
by Ilona
Mon Jul 26, 2021 1:00 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 57
Views: 1968

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Same one that is reading these words. You are here, right? Aware of these words, aware of what is presently here. I know it can get quite confusing. You are not what you think you are. So I’m not talking to a body or to a person, but to you, that you are underneath all labels- alive, aware and prese...

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