You don't seem to have any more doubts about seeing this, and that's really great.
A good way to have this really deepen, and sink in, is to look at this quite closely for just a few minutes and really examine it thoroughly. Then you can really be certain there is no more doubt. There's an old ...

Hi Nemo,

Much of the previous post's anxiety has left. At the end of last week, there was clear seeing of no-self and it was accompanied by a feeling of lightness in the head and body, deep peace and fulfillment with every moment, and some bubbling-up bliss occasionally. Friday a lot of emotion ...

Good morning, Nemo.

What a roller coaster these past few days! Yesterday morning was pure seeing, no-self, lots of clarity and peace. Then, wham! After lunch there arose huge fear around non-abiding, around being sucked back into the "I" belief and having to go back to seeking snd feeling more ...

Hi, Nemo! What an internal roller coaster today! Huge awakening this morning just like yesterday morning and then a "coming down" and de-intensifying in the afternoon with huge tiredness and some dizziness present. Is this common? It feels like a definite process is going on here this past week. The ...

Thank you so much for working with me, Nemo. I am so glad to hear there's resonance! So much delight reading your reply...

It's funny... There has been an attachment around a story of needing to be special my whole life, of wanting to be more memorable, more interesting, more deep than other people ...

Ok, so after I typed that to you, I did some inquiry writing on the computer. Here's what I wrote:


"What is this doubt?

This doubt is a fear of uncertainty.

Question: Who is uncertain? Who has doubt?

Reveals: It’s just thoughts.

Because I have images/ideas about what awakening looks/feels ...

Hey there strangechord.
Do you play the guitar or piano?

No, neither. I sing, though. And I love music so much - pretty wide musical taste. Everything from old school goth to ambient to indie folk.

Okay, so firstly, this point of reference stuff.
Sorry that you didn't understand what I was ...

Hello! Yes, I pinged you. Although plucked might be a better word, strangechord :)
Welcome here. And thanks for the blog feedback, I'm happy that it resonates.

So. You said - "is "I" that which sees everything through this perspective?"
Let's take a look. Is there someone or something inside ...

Sorry for the delay, just noticed you pinged me!

I am here to wake up from the thought of me. It feels like I've gotten about as far as one can go in understanding this on an intellectual level. The past five days or so has been about getting very focused and intentional about living it ...