[quote]What would finding it actually look like?

Would it have a location? A shape? A boundary? A sensation? A color? A sound?
If none of those apply, what exactly is being searched for?[/quote]

You're correct. Having never been found there is no insight into what it would look like, feel like ...

That sensation behind the eyes, before the label “behind the eyes,” before “it’s where I am” what actually is it?

Is it anything more than sensation?
Does that sensation itself know anything?
Does it observe?
Does it make decisions?

…Or is it simply another appearance, no different in principle ...

Are future or past available except in thought? No, without thinking they are not available. There is only now.

Can you tell me more about the yucky feeling? How is it known? Where is it centered? Does it move? Investigate in direct experience. What is found?
There is a sensation sometimes in ...

I am still looking at this. I have had a couple of pretty routine days, so not alot of doubt, but this is what I've noticed so far.
How is doubt known? How is it recognized?

The doubt is a thought. I see it in two different circumstances, but always when more than one outcome can be imagined ...

Is doubt present in other areas of life beyond the spiritual?
Yes, definitely alot of doubt now that I think about it. My first thought was that I doubt people. I have a hard time trusting other people. Partly because I've realized no one has the exact values I do. But also because of past hurts ...

What do you think will be different when you realize there’s no separate self?

I'm not sure exactly. I have a hard time answering this question because everything I can imagine has an I seeing/realizing. I guess I have the expectation that the insight will be clear.

2. What do you expect to ...

Yes! I am still interested. My name is Whitney. Thank you for being willing to spend your time with me.

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
That there is no one inside actually in control and running my life. We are all part of one big whole that is in constant movement.

What are you looking for at LU?
I want to see the truth. I ...