Good morning Rowena,

May be some delay in finishing responses to these questions.
Noticed, you have consistently encouraged "to stay within DE". Thankyou, that is the guiding light.

Warm regards
Doug

Hi Rowena,

How is it going with you with this constant flux of appearance?
Way more relaxation and lightness flowing into experiences. There is far less climging to a point of view and need for reactivity ( even find intense energy appearing). Thankyou.


Are you 100% clear that even with all the ...

Hi Rowena,
Just checking if expecting reply? Or as in last guidance received: this appearing is inconstant flux?

Warm regards Doug

Hello Rowena,

Is seeking a problem? No .
Reactivity to unsatisfied seeking may need investigation.
Is it not what is happening?

Don't ask what seeking is looking for, rather ask

What is 'seeking' running from?
As in : what is being avoided? A: that this is not OK.

What stands to gain ...

Good morning Rowena,
Thankyou for guiding back into the difficult inquiry here.


But is there any separate 'you' or person, or, "me here now" to be found in direct experience or when apparent selfing happens?

No. [now , DE]
There's doubt appearing (fear/contraction feelings). Like "be careful ...

Hi Rowena,
Thankyou for understanding and empathy.

Some intersection of feelings in my awareness of this 1. my son's sufferings in challenging situations ( which I cannot "fix" only listen and empathise and secondly my challenges here ( which I cannot "fix" yet accept and let be).





Noticing ...

Hi Rowena,
A difficult day.

Is identification with thoughts happening?
Yes .

And if that is happening, how is this known to be happening?

Noticing distractions ( contractions) " movements out of DE".


Who is this happening to?

CE concept of a self ( mind) stuck in thoughts.
Noticing ...

Good morning Rowena,


Is there any resistance to thoughts arising?

No - not with thoughts rising.
This ( thoughts] is happening: seems most of the time - as noticing this when distracted in DE. Yes, finding identified in thinking streams.

Is identification with thoughts happening?
Yes.
And ...

Hi Rowena,

Thankyou for Friday's gentle guiding.
Last 3 days enjoying holiday and time out with son and grandson.
Beautiful to be here , with lovely beings.


Yes, quite frivolous/crazy wanting "thinking" for any real understanding of "this". Similarly, "seeking" an answer in words.

Wonder and ...

Hi Rowena,

Why do I seek "thinking to find answers" after all this unravelling of thinking ( path over the last month)?

Is your response below an answer to my question above?
These thoughts will continue to arise, seeking will likely continue in one way or another, a natural diversion away from ...

Good morning Rowena,
Today feeling "at a loss" . Perhaps eclipsed may be more accurate.
See my summary at the bottom of this post.


As you take in the sign, can a line of separation, or a gap between the sign and the reading of the sign be found?
No.

Is there an apparent reader of the sign ...

Thankyou.
Eclipse a special happening. .

Hi Rowena,
Thanyou for this latest post and feedback provided. Aha happening.

1. Sitting in a parked car: For this exercise we are going to bring in a bit more relative or conventional detail, we are going to acknowledge the presence of cars in the visual field. As you take in the visual ...

Good morning Rowena,


LOOKING OUT AT THE WORLD

Sit quietly, take a few deep breaths, look around you and take in the visual field (the world around you).
Ask yourself: "What do I see in front of my face" and let any thoughts/labels be there..
Now, let go of all thoughts and labels and keep ...

Hi Rowena,
Firstly, just saying well done, in last posting.
Your intuition to accurately pickup of honest nest of reactivity with me ,when dealing with "road signs" and getting directions correct.

I may have expressed this here in other ways previously.
My history and hidden fears of being blamed ...