Yes, I can. Absolutely.

Thank you

Hi Stacy,

A lot of thoughts, judgements and resistance coming up. Trying to just notice and not react.

Love,
Jacki

Thank you for all these resources!

Love,
Jacki

When you can say 100% there's no separate self, we have some questions for you to answer. Other guides will read them &may have questions.

Ok, I will certainly let you know when that happens!

I would love to attend the Zoom meetings. Unfortunately, Thursdays is the day I have a volunteer job. I ...

And did you find any "self" in that?

No, I can't say that I did. If you don't actively think about it, it's not there.
At least I know that I'm not going on blind faith anymore. There's something very real here.

Hi Stacy,

I will attempt to answer these questions. First I want to tell you that I had a real taste of awakening yesterday. All I can say about it is that it was obvious that it was already here and I laughed out loud, just as you said. It did not last long but that's ok. I know that it's here and ...

I will do that. I will get back to you within a couple of days after some investigation.

Love,
Jacki

Does the sense of self have a location?

Does the sense of self have a shape or a size?

Does the sense of self say or communicate anything?

If the answer is yes, how does the sense do this exactly?

Does the sense of self have any characteristics or attributes?

What is the sense of self ‘made of ...

Do you find any "self" in seeing, hearing feeling etc.?

No, there is only seeing, hearing, feeling, etc. I will look more deeply here.

Thank you.

Love,
Jacki

Sometimes it feels so close and sometimes i wonder if it will take years or even happen, but I guess this is all mind stuff. I remind myself that it's already here.

Have a good weekend.

Love,
Jacki

Still looking. The seeking has softened a lot. Just looking. I know it's already here in my experience. Staying open, present, alert and relaxed.

Love,
Jacki

Thank you!

Keep LOOKING. Stay relaxed.

Yes, I am looking, and staying relaxed. Thank you for your encouragement. It feels so close.

Love,
Jacki

And you look at the fact that there is no separation between your butt and the chair?

Yes, there is only sensation.
I cannot find an "i" when I inquire. The question doesn't land anywhere. Also, like when you said, how does it feel when you tell a lie, if I say that there is a self there is a ...

Hi Stacy,

I can see conceptually that there's no separate self outside of thoughts but there is still the feeling of a center. It feels like I am at the center of experience. So I just stay alert and relaxed.

Love,
Jacki