Awesome! I will do as you say.

Love,

Davide

Hi Stacy!

Hi already joined a meeting with Vince a few days ago, love him! I've also participated in Todd&Pernille and Ilona's meetings and will continue joining them when the need arises. I'm also on Todd&Pernille's Discord server.

I want to thank you again for helping me out of pure kindness and ...

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No, the me is just a thought, a belief. It only appears as thought content. It's always been like this, there's only always been a thought of "me" and a real me was never seen or ...

Nevermind, it's clear that thoughts always come later, so the past can never be accessed, it's always the mind labeling and pointing to something else, even if it's about something that supposedly happened some milliseconds before. The past is never here, is never directly experienced. Truth can ...

Hi Stacy!

Yes, all Pernille lessons about the 2nd fetter have been watched. I'll rewatch them more carefully.

Something about time is still not 100% clear. Past, future and memories are just thoughts and concepts, that is clear, but still it really feels like things really happened because of the ...

There's been a big shift about one month ago, thanks to the pointing of a kind person found through the awakening collective website. Shaking and laughing and crying for hours, that kind of event. Then a lot of doubt thoughts appeared in the following days, me thoughts too reappeared and I started ...

Hi Stacy!

You were right, sometimes there are thoughts that seemingly obscure the realization, but then it comes back.

I'm looking at what's behind fear. Saying things like "There is no separate me now and there never was one" and feeling a slight fear sensation appearing, then asking to that fear ...

Hi Stacy!

Thank you for this exercise, it's been helpful.

Another approach (I don't even know if it can be called an approach) that's very useful, and has become kinda automatic right now, is that when emotions arise I immediately go to the body and the sensations that are already there and stay ...

Hi Stacy!

Notice and report here how it FEELS to see.

Right now here there are bodily sensations, the pressure of the body on the couch, the pressure of the laptop on the legs, the pressure of the hands on the keyboard, the pressure of each finger on the keys. There is sound, dogs barking in the ...

Hi Stacy!

I've watched all the material you linked in the previous post and it helped a lot in accepting fear and doubt and anchoring more in what is.

Doubt has subsided and it's seen more quickly as what it is: just more mind stuff appearing and telling some stories.

Fear invites you to listen ...

How does it FEEL to see these things?

There's a sense of wonder, lightness and openness, but there's also some anxiety and frustration. The mind still wants to understand this and there's fear that "I" am not good enough to "get" this. There's also anxiety about the possibility that what has been ...

Hi Stacy!

I promised not to say. He did this once or twice then went into a totally different business and did not want to mix the two.
I respect that, no problem. I started listening and wow, he's very good at pointing!

Isn't "center" just a thought?
Yes, it's a thought but it's supported by ...

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/ksba3zhi9uuz ... hsk1a?dl=0

I started listening to these lessons. Who's this?

Davide

Hi Stacy!

What is memory exactly?
There are images appearing, and voices, sounds... it's a bit like a movie playing but it's much less vivid than what is here now. It's like shadows or ghosts of sensations: the shadow of a sound, the shadow of a color etc.

What is the memory ‘made of’?
Feels ...

Hello Stacy, nice to hear that everything's ok. I moved too last year so I know it can be stressful.

Hearing Exercise

The hearing exercise is very similar to the first exercise in the Greg Goode book I'm reading.

1) In 'hearing' can anything be found other than 'what can be heard'?
There's ...