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by ajef
Wed Apr 15, 2026 12:36 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Hi Stacy. Thank you for sharing this with me. Thats very kind of you. I feel ressonance with Vince.
Since last time I have been participating in a non-dual therapy training, which has been great. Lots of emotions been stuck in the belly area, fascinating. For me it seems like some clarity is here ...
by ajef
Wed Apr 01, 2026 8:02 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Hi. I feel its time to end this exchange. I have truly appreciated it, but I am experiencing some very "unusal" sensations/kundalini stuff and as we discussed some of the body stuff makes it hard to even describe the experience, and also the language about lies, sensations, boundries etc just doesn ...
by ajef
Wed Apr 01, 2026 7:26 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Hi Stacy. I just wanted to come and saythank you for your guiding and support. I really appreciate you taking time to do this. Yes I do have a lot of resources to work on and I trust the unfolding of the process from here.
Hope you have a good easter and settling in your new home.
All the best ...
by ajef
Tue Mar 31, 2026 12:12 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Hi Stacy. Nothing is making sense to me anymore.

Sobbing? I don't think I knew that. Sadness happens when we want things different or argue with "what is."
Wait. Is this not using thought to describe an experience?
I'm not even sure if the sobbing is sadness. Sometimes it might be. Sometimes it ...
by ajef
Mon Mar 30, 2026 8:55 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

How does it FEEL to see this?
In this moment, there is tingelling/pressure/swirling energy moving at top of head area and in the face. And pressure pangs in the chest.
Emotion wise its rather calm, neutral emotional state.

Thought: I suspect that sensations of pressures/contractions thats here ...
by ajef
Mon Mar 30, 2026 5:42 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Hi Stacy. Thank you. I think I'm starting to feel more the difference between direct sensations and thoughts. Thoughts seem to comment on, or happen simultantiously, as other direct sense experiences. But feeling in to what you said about it not all going away immediately and the santa claus ...
by ajef
Sun Mar 29, 2026 8:35 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Hi. Great exercise, I just did it now.
Sorry, I see that I did not give sufficient information in my last message. The confusion only comes up because my mind is still hung up on the boundry exercise from before. Sensations, experiencing lots of pressure, swirling, waves of energy, twitching ...
by ajef
Sun Mar 29, 2026 6:09 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Where are you with these?
I've listened through all of them. Doing mostly the one on thoughts and seeing where they are coming from.

Sorry, there are no bonus points for meditating all day. You only need a moment of clear looking.
Yes, good point. I stepped up the mediation game to ...
by ajef
Sun Mar 29, 2026 3:14 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Hi Stacy. I'm still looking daily, meditating most of the day every single day. There is a peace in the mediation, and a feeling of "being overtaken" by the various sensations. However seems like I'm still living in mind concepts, because the sensations seems to be appearing in different parts of ...
by ajef
Tue Mar 24, 2026 7:58 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Hi Stacy. Just wanted to give an update from here. I'm still working on the body exercise. Doing daily mediations, body scans, had a conversatoin with Vince, and reading Angelos book.

Sensations are full on now. Takes all my attention. Closest I can describe it is pressure, density, dancing ...
by ajef
Sat Mar 21, 2026 8:05 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Hi.

Did we do this one?
Yes, we did do this one. But there is something I'm clearly not getting here, so let me take some days to sit with it. I've listed to a few guided body dissolving meditations today. Still feels like the belief that the pressure is the boundry, and happens inside the body ...
by ajef
Sat Mar 21, 2026 4:18 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Hi Stacy.

Yes, and what do we do with thoughts? What do we recognize about them?
We don't believe thoughts. Recognize them as thoughts.

Hmm. I kind of get it, but I don't understand why I still experience sensations as if it is inside a body. I can see that this is just a thought/belief, but ...
by ajef
Fri Mar 20, 2026 8:09 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Is it a Sensation or a thought?
Its a thought. Felt sensations of pressure appear within something (labelled as the body).I feel it "inside" the body and not outside, if that makes sense? Like in the middle part, upper part etc of the body.

With love,
Anna
by ajef
Fri Mar 20, 2026 7:31 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Look now. Ignore thoughts. Can you find any separate self?
No.

How are you feeling?
Feeling neutral, open, some fascination. Pressure points/dense energy moving through chest throughout the day.


Not sure about the boundry exercise though, still feels like the skin is a boundry/separating the ...
by ajef
Fri Mar 20, 2026 9:42 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences
Replies: 109
Views: 32120

Re: Mind that loves to philosophize and grab on to concepts and experiences

Hi Stacy. Thank you for directing me to this meeting, very kind of you. I saw the message too late unfortunately, but I signed up for the newsletter and found the Youtube channel.

Yesterday I had a sensation experience of lots of energy moving through the body. Was kind of an expansive state, with ...

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