Thank you Becca.

You mean your question here

Has seeking resolved?
Would you say there is clear and stable seeing from which to guide?

Yes I think I was getting mixed up what has been accomplished and what has not. Right now it feels like doing more beyond-first-step dissolution, but this time with a void at the ...

Thanks Becca.

As to the guiding, I'm currently a little underwhelmed by the experience, there's some more Selfness or rather Self-mess to clean up, and I'm also morose about what lies ahead. I'll be considering the gig again when I'm more optimistic about that recognition being a good thing - but ...

Hi Becca and R.
There's no center. No one. No handler. No controller. No owner. No evidence. And noone to feel a connection or disconnection.

Hi dear Becca

Thank you for passing on this message.

It has been around a week since the original statement has been made, and I feel no particular connection to the person who made it, so I'm at a loss at justifying what has been written. This is not meant as disrespect, if your colleague wants ...

Thank you for your kind offer - I think I'm ready to wing it, what I'm most curious about is how to handle when someone's writing is mesmerising or boring in some way, as a self can sometimes be. But there's questions one can use as a guard rail, I suppose. And it's interesting to use the own ...

Yes, one might call me... Intense.

The seeing is clear. What happens in the process is very much a mystery still, but one I would like to explore.

I was just blabbering because that's what this character does to make sense of things. But it was really just that, wasn't meaning to say that pants on fire. Pants burnt down to ashes together with whatever was in it.
Would love to be a guide - if I don't qualify, that's fine, too.
All the best to ...

I feel like we might be getting into a loop here, Becca. Initially you said I seemed in "deep". I threw the ball back calling it "shallow". Either way it doesn't matter.

Hi Becca
Thank you so much for replying and I'm sorry for jumping the queue.
There does seem to be some unraveling going on, it doesn't feel deep, though :D pretty shallow unraveling if you ask me.
Happiness and gratitude.

I just have to keep talking, hopefully someone doesn't mind.

It seems like my thoughts are actually quite inconsequential. I'm standing in the kitchen with a benevolent mother who's doing the cooking and housekeeping and I'm just a toddler "helping" her by licking the bowl, or offering sand cake ...

If it's all the same with you whoever my guidian angel may turn out to be - I'll just go ahead and answer these questions.

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
Apparently not. I remember what the words referred to and it just ...

I'm writing at three in the morning, I just can't sleep after a week in which I've seemingly done little else, sometimes in reaction to those little questions that one can find in y'all's vicinity.

To me it seems like this is a very special corner of the internet, where after a long night of ...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
Well it's pretty obvious that there cannot be a separate entity, it very much seems like a character from a cartoon if considered soberly. But if that imaginary creature wants to come to terms with ...