Jeez what i thought was my body isn't even 'mine'. That's structuring. For...control? Control so I ... don't have to bear the excruciating sensations of sensations themselves. But they're also so easy to sit with. It's just flow. Endless. 'The only constant is change'. It's always shifting, morphing ...

What is coming?


Just experience.

Can you find the persona in any experience?
Only insofar as a thought. And only really if I attach onto it, holding onto it. Kind of feels like an attachment worrying, the persona being a perceived antitode to the imagined fear. But it's just a thought.

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1) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.
Self starts from godknows how long ago. Generations, pre-human, something of that ilk. The illusion starts from feeling like we need to do ...

Numero Uno
The only self/me/I that seems to exist right now is insofar as a thought. Just like I could imagine a pink elephant. That thought is happening. Thoughts of I happen. But they're just thoughts.

Numero Duo
Was there ever a self? Maybe on thought level. The same way I can think I am ...

It's just experience happening.

Is there a gate to cross? Sounds like another nonduality joke
Why did the nondualist cross the road?
They didn't
Lol

Goose is what my father calls me, I prefer Sir Gooseington the 3rd formally... or Colonel Quackinboots... :P

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Hello Magdalena! Thank you for reaching out :0

What/where is this I I speak of?
It's like a focusing of awareness. Focusing on some of the stuff, some of the momentum that's flowing through here (my body/position/histoory of habits). The I seems practical, to itself, but limited in how open it ...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
We:
1. Experience sensations - through all of our major and minor senses
2. We 'process' these sensations
3. We interpret these through thoughts/emotions
Without inquiry, we think 'we' are the ...