I sent ya a Zoom Link as a PM.

Please let me know if you haven't received anything, or if the time conversion is wrong (10:30am EST <->4:30pm CET).

Thanks Marius!

Any day that is convenient for you works for me. How about Sunday 4:30pm CET, which will be 10:30am EST for me? Would it be best if I sent you a zoom link for this chat here?

Before I forget after the meeting, just wanted to mention how much it resonated with me when you talked about inauthenticity being painful. You didn't use the word "discomfortable", but painful. This is my experience. For me it's also trying to know or not being in Now that is "painful". Holding ...

Another day is fine too. I’m the flexible with time.

Just you and I, no one else on this call. :)

Marius,

Maybe we can take a quick zoom call before or after meeting today?

I don’t think I’ve seen the self thru as Alexey is not a fictional character as I feel Vince, you and Paul describe.

If I don’t actively (whatever that means) stay in Now the internal stories sweep me away into suffering ...

Though I completely understand the reaction to this experience, I want to make it crystal clear that it's not like this at our meetings. The group vibe you pick up on in our meetings is a result of people daring to be authentic and share whatever it is that we experience. We share our darkness and ...

It was great to see you join the group meeting yesterday and to hear you tap into emotions you haven’t had access to in a long time. This is great stuff. 😊

Thanks, the meeting I referred to has made me really timid about speaking and saying much. I feel that there is a bit of a group vibe that is ...

I suffered intensely as a seeker for over 15 years until it burned this mind-body out completely, leaving me unable to function for over a year.
Do want to mention that upon reading this I felt some future-ish promise, and I have to tell myself, No M'fer, this is just a thought, no relief here ...

Thanks for your reply Marius, love ya bud!

I'll try to be more concise.

I say it because, at some point, something might click. That’s all.
I hope something clicks at some point.

Now has taken many shapes since we started. Almost every waking hour I'm nibbling on "What is here NOW, that's not ...

Thanks for introducing me to Vince! He's came across as very loving, open-hearted person and deeply humble. I felt quite comfy interacting with him.

I'll do my best to attend at least a 1-2 of his weekly meetings now.

Thanks!

Just wanted to make sure I have the right login info.

This is the link to join the zoom meetings:
https://us02web.zoom.us/j/86991485768?p ... 12Um5DQT09

Meeting ID: 869 9148 5768
Passcode: 083035

Could you please confirm this Marius?

It says it's a meeting scheduled for Jun 5th, 2022 at 17:00.

So you would agree with me that I can't just stop seeking? It's something completely outside of my control. It feels like a fucken virus.

With control and self we venture unto strange territory because there is a non-separate self, maybe a separate self and no-self. There isn't any control about ...

Hi Marius!

I got a few questions and things that I'd like to clarify with you. Hope you aren't too frustrated with me. And don't think we are going in circles, because I feel like I'm going in circles sometimes. Apologies for the long read, I didn't expect this to grow in size.

I'd like to cover ...

I want you to stop and feel into the energy behind this urge to do something. Where do you sense it in your body? Does it move? Is it hot or cold? Constricting, pulsating? Get to know this sensation intimately. Does it begin as a sensation that triggers thoughts, or do thoughts come first and stir ...