Can you elaborate more on this? What is that which perceives everything? What is perception?
I don't know what it is. But maybe i have to re-write it, it's a bit unclear. Everything being sensed, including thoughts are all happening now. It does not appear in something. Perception is all that the ...

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No. Only what I perceive now in forms as sight, sound, sensations, smell, taste and thought.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works ...

Ready for the last questions:)

Good for now. Thanks Tyler:)

Yes, being busy and distracted and triggered does not hinder your "progress", it shows you triggers and conditioning that is valuable to look at now that you're less prone to resisting and avoiding discomfort. Yeahh I can relate to that. we'll see what comes up.

I feel like using this no-self ...

It's not that one kind of experience is better than another.
Thanks for mentioning this! This is what I also meant in my last post about old beliefs. I’m always judging everything: this is good, this is not good for me… Back then, I didn’t realize it was just my thoughts about the experience and ...

Merry Christmas, Tyler!

The fear has mostly gone and made some space for confusion. It feels like everything is being pulled out from under me, and nothing seems to hold (at least in my mind). Every concept in my head is being dismissed and no longer seems important. At the same time, it also ...

Hey Tyler,
I’ll try to describe what has happened over the past few days, with my chat gpt English , haha.
Here and there, there had already been some glimpses, but something kept holding me back, and I apparently still regarded it more as a concept or belief. Not realizing it was the last layer of ...

Hey Tyler,
I’ll try to describe what has happened over the past few days, with my chat got English , haha.
Here and there, there had already been some glimpses, but something kept holding me back, and I apparently still regarded it more as a concept or belief. Not realizing it was the last layer of ...

There is only this, what you perceive, now.

Haha fucking hell..

So this is what you meant by

" Trace concepts all the way back.

Nothing and everything at the same time..

Haha I feel my whole body is a bit shaky since I've read you're last post.

Is there even an existence of anything without 'my' consciousness? Only then do I somewhat understand; 'It's always there already, now.' Cause when I’m thinking about it, I can see my mind drifting off and noticing these are just thoughts about it, wanting it to understand..

Hahah. So anything else you wanna explore or discuss?

Well, you changed my seeing again with the 'You don't know anything' part. But this one

It's always there already, now.

is getting my head cracked again.

Even to say anything is "appearing" is a bit strange, because it is already there. It does not appear, it is already there. What about sound? It's not already here when there isn't any right? Only be heard without a hear-er when it's arising. Same with thoughts and sensation? Being felt in every ...

Even to say anything is "appearing" is a bit strange, because it is already there. It does not appear, it is already there. Look at experience now. There is nothing about appearing or availableness or manifesting on or in anything, there is only what is here already, always.

Yes, I still tend you ...

Yes. Everything that you "know", you learned. Everything you "figure out" is a new concept for you to learn. So then, what are you trying to do? Yes, you've said that before, but somehow I didn't really got me.. I see al the previous messages I've sent and the only things I was busy with, was ...