Hello Magdalena,

Just a big smile here...!

I can't thank you enough and cant wait to see you "on the other side"!

With (enormous) gratitude,
Sol

Hello, Magdalena :)

Thank you for bearing with me! Here are the answers. Please let me know whether anything needs elaboration/clarification. I gave the answers as they feel the most natural and complete at the moment, but many things feel assumed by now, so I am happy to elaborate if necessary ...

Hello Magdalena,

Sounds good to me - just chill. 🙂🙂🙂 Hell yeah!

:)!!!

Would you like to have a go at these questions?

Lets do it, see what comes up :)

With gratitude,
Sol

Hello Magdalena,



Sounds like that frantic search has given way to simply being here, exactly as it is. Nothing to chase, nothing to escape. Just this. And that’s already enough, isn’t it? Nothing special about it.

Yes, nothing special at all. As a matter of fact, this OK-ness feels like a ...

Hello Magdalena,


waiting for some kind of idea/response, but I got nothing, total blank. Just a ton of quiet.
Can any idea or response be more perfect than this

I believe not, it’s the only question/response, given limited human repertoire. Well, maybe there are more, lol, in which case I hope ...

Hello Magdalena,

Thank you for the colorful message. It landed well.

I don’t even know what to say, to be honest. I understand that what I am chasing is a gift, and there is no way I can make it happen or avoid it. I agree that the choice of one of the “options” isn’t mine, although I don’t see ...

Hello Magdalena :)

I haven't realized how much time passed since the last message! Wow... Since then things felt intense. Trying to see no doer, no owner in everything that happens, sliding into doer-ship/ownership ALL THE TIME. The temperature got above freezing here, I went for a long walk in a ...

Hi Magdalena,



Looks like you’re right in the thick of it now. Seeing the mental stories in past and future is one thing, but seeing that even the thoughts right now are just stories too is quite another, isn’t it?

It definitely feels "thick". And, yes, re stories - although it makes perfect ...

Hello, Magdalena.



LOL so much b/s there - all of it LOL
Hope you're seeing how ungrounded all of it is?

I guess I do and I don’t. Remember we talked about Grim’s stories being as true as my stories (or vice versa)? It occurred to me, that, somehow, I’ve been applying this to the story of my ...

Hello Magdalena,
I apologize it’s taking me so long to respond: a couple of intense days. Will be back here tommorrow!
🙏🏻
Sol

Hello, Magdalena!



Sounds like there is a belief that eating is tied to issues like propriety, identity, and control?

Absolutely. Beliefs:
- Certain things harm my body
- I don’t take good care of my body
- I am irresponsible and instinct-driven, I should be “better”, more evolved than this ...

Hello, Magdalena :)


Does the world need Sol’s agreement?
No. It's irrelevant.


Come to think of it, can there be anything wrong with having one little cupcake at 11 at night?

This one opened a whole can of worms. Tried it yesterday and totally got hypnotized by thoughts: guilt, irritation ...

Hello Magdalena,

Is there a “you” separate from “what is”?
No, in understanding. Not in feeling, unless the attention is on it, or rare glimpses.

Can anything ever be different from how things are?
No

LOL yes, it’s doing its job perfectly, isn’t it?
Oh, it is a pro!


This longing ...

Hello Magdalena,



Wish I had more to report LOL!
Is there a sense that something should be happening differently than it is?

Yes. A thought. There is also a lot of trust in what is.


You don’t need certainty or focus, do you —but is there still an assumption that something more clear, more ...

Hello Magdalena,

How's it going?
Wish I had more to report LOL!

There is a feeling that I have to come here bringing some kind of a "result", like a good schoolgirl. I know it's just a thought, and exploring it.

In general, nothing much is going on: life is life-ing, the attention to what is ...